tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-142948482024-03-24T02:02:03.479+08:00Underneath the Endless DomeTippiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09336845717580683789noreply@blogger.comBlogger142125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14294848.post-13615866107095679172022-06-08T21:40:00.004+08:002022-06-08T21:46:24.379+08:00Personality Test<p> I took again the personality test. I changed into INFJ-T.</p><p></p><h3 class="LC20lb MBeuO DKV0Md">INFJ: The Advocate (Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, Judging)</h3> <br /><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhIagHY8ZvquD7h8tCrV9O_USoU5pBzUv4mcQkSEcLgpdpeYNQdb6F-9StWAk-2IGCKVnEKsr46W65cqML8UBDE54rM7MT_JQzCVkLYHXhbHlKcDIl7W1u1YLdodcgCiXraiQ1fd3MdunpUxqx5OnYsOCoRmuZCK1d0quV5B5fzLJl3ph3ilQ/s784/INFJ-T.PNG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="522" data-original-width="784" height="213" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhIagHY8ZvquD7h8tCrV9O_USoU5pBzUv4mcQkSEcLgpdpeYNQdb6F-9StWAk-2IGCKVnEKsr46W65cqML8UBDE54rM7MT_JQzCVkLYHXhbHlKcDIl7W1u1YLdodcgCiXraiQ1fd3MdunpUxqx5OnYsOCoRmuZCK1d0quV5B5fzLJl3ph3ilQ/s320/INFJ-T.PNG" width="320" /></a></div><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj4fXGmklwS3JW4-XrgAtrC-Csjwuoc8PXkzRxbcEWYd6AmFDIheEhPvHJe1PhPpN1t6hOlOedKZNiWTHi34vSemuCXvj9v5daFzpRK7f1QEKrJMRHASNSbEDM3SaUp2G5_DlnEkcxEgNZKANKCstHcEWioV4kNm2TcJlOlgjhbr--7OmM0Kw/s452/INFJ-T2.PNG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="125" data-original-width="452" height="88" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj4fXGmklwS3JW4-XrgAtrC-Csjwuoc8PXkzRxbcEWYd6AmFDIheEhPvHJe1PhPpN1t6hOlOedKZNiWTHi34vSemuCXvj9v5daFzpRK7f1QEKrJMRHASNSbEDM3SaUp2G5_DlnEkcxEgNZKANKCstHcEWioV4kNm2TcJlOlgjhbr--7OmM0Kw/s320/INFJ-T2.PNG" width="320" /></a></div><br /><p><a href="https://www.16personalities.com/infj-personality">https://www.16personalities.com/infj-personality</a></p><p><a href="https://www.verywellmind.com/infj-introverted-intuitive-feeling-judging-2795978">https://www.verywellmind.com/infj-introverted-intuitive-feeling-judging-2795978</a> <br /></p><p> </p><p> <br /></p>Tippiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09336845717580683789noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14294848.post-64529633993627680802020-07-15T13:48:00.003+08:002020-07-15T19:56:21.252+08:00My Review of Anime: My Next Life as a Villainess: All Routes Lead to Doom!<div style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-QfC6dVqCO_Q/Xw6VVJeinPI/AAAAAAAAAxA/ZosegwtNs404QI_t4wXB5UjYJ4x4ICAtwCLcBGAsYHQ/s600/MyNextLifeAsAVillainess.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="600" data-original-width="422" height="320" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-QfC6dVqCO_Q/Xw6VVJeinPI/AAAAAAAAAxA/ZosegwtNs404QI_t4wXB5UjYJ4x4ICAtwCLcBGAsYHQ/s320/MyNextLifeAsAVillainess.jpg" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-VSm_6_Gez8A/Xw6XJ9i34JI/AAAAAAAAAxM/cFvflGjO7jwan9xpfbsnEYY5CPTLQoEHwCLcBGAsYHQ/s830/MyNextLifeAsAVillainessSummary.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="248" data-original-width="830" height="150" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-VSm_6_Gez8A/Xw6XJ9i34JI/AAAAAAAAAxM/cFvflGjO7jwan9xpfbsnEYY5CPTLQoEHwCLcBGAsYHQ/w500-h150/MyNextLifeAsAVillainessSummary.jpg" width="500" /></a></div><div></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div><b>Anime Title: My Next Life as a Villainess: All Routes Lead to Doom!<br />Japanese Title: Otome Game no Hametsu Flag shika Nai Akuyaku Reijou ni Tensei shiteshimatta</b></div><b>Genre: Reverse harem, Romantic comedy, Isekai<br /></b><br /><div><span class="_mh6 _wsc" id="cch_f1f3f7151e9453a"><span class="_3oh- _58nk"><span>I just love this anime so much it makes me really laugh and feel good. I never felt like this for an anime for a long time and the idea of the story is very new and refreshing to me. Just watching the first episode already captured my heart. I started to love and admire the main character after she remembers her past life - how she perseveres to change her doomed fate, her fun personality, how she is being her true self, how she befriends, cares and protects people around her. You can say I idolize Catarina Claes or rather the girl who was reincarnated as Catarina. She has most of the qualities I yearn for and I would mostly do what she does if i could (except of course eating food fallen on the ground 😂). She have her own flaws (of course she's not perfect) but that makes her more funny than irritating. She maybe originally the villainess but she has grown to be a true heroine for me. Honestly, I am still in the 4th episode and i expect a lot more plot twists in the story. Im sooo excited! 😍😍😍<br /></span></span></span></div><div><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" class="BLOG_video_class" height="305" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/00zguIZOXlA" width="366" youtube-src-id="00zguIZOXlA"></iframe></div><div><br /></div><div><br /><span class="_mh6 _wsc" id="cch_f1f3f7151e9453a"><span class="_3oh- _58nk"><span></span></span></span></div>Tippiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09336845717580683789noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14294848.post-29858954975682675122011-07-10T11:05:00.001+08:002011-07-10T11:05:43.692+08:00Funny Anime Pictures and VideosLooking for Funny Anime Photos and Videos?<br /><br />Please like our page <span style="font-weight:bold;">Funny Anime Pics and Links</span> on Facebook at <a href="http://www.facebook.com/FunnyAnime">http://www.facebook.com/FunnyAnime</a> and share the fun with us.<br /><br />See u there! <br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">[Admin NightKumih0]</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.facebook.com/FunnyAnime"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 297px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-pmuBt6_SPcI/Thb9eK7kXhI/AAAAAAAAAlk/tifADKmkwmw/s320/Jan23_PiKori.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5626963479218118162" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.facebook.com/FunnyAnime"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 249px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-GjmObas6yM8/Thb93ILz7JI/AAAAAAAAAl0/8PEy13LMiA8/s400/faplKayGanda2.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5626963907977669778" /></a>Tippiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09336845717580683789noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14294848.post-54200874183134575982010-07-31T19:00:00.001+08:002010-07-31T19:03:35.932+08:00Facebook to FacebookNoong mga nakaraan hindi na nga ako nakakapagsulat sa blog na ito dahil masyado na akong abala sa facebook. Doon ko na madalas hinahayag ang mga damdamin at kasalukuyang kaganapan sa buhay ko. Masaya din akong nakakakilala at nakikihalubilo sa kapwa ko. Dahil simula nuong di na ako nakakagamit ng mga game apps ay naging aktibo ako sa iba't ibang fanpages kabilang na ang mga Anime at Anti-Noy. Nadagdagan tuloy ang aking friends at accounts. Magkahalong saya at inis ang nararamdaman ko. Saya dahil madami akong nakikilalang tao na kapareho ko ng pananaw at hilig, bago at dating mga kaibigan na maaaring mong ma-share ang simpleng mensahe, kumento at mga larawan. Minsan inis dahil minsan bumabaha ng mga notifications at comments na di naman para sa iyo. Pero naging masaya din naman ako dahil nagkaroon ako ng mga bagong kaibigan sa malungkot kong eksistensya sa maliit na kwarto sa mundong ito. Pero minsan naisip ko, gaano ba kalalim at katibay ang samahan ninyo ng mga Facebook Friends mo? Sana naman sapat ito para maturing ka nilang kaibigan hindi lang sa mundong ng internet kundi pati na rin sa totoong mundo.Tippiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09336845717580683789noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14294848.post-33074459219671382172010-07-30T21:58:00.000+08:002010-07-30T22:01:17.359+08:00PagsisisiNagsisisi ako kumbaket di ko binigyan yung mga bata ng mga plastik na lalagyan. Yun lang naman hinihingi nila para ibenta sa junkshop para may makain sila o mapantustos man lang sa mga pangangailangan. Mainit kasi ulo ni mama, maxado kasing madaming ginagawa at nagmamadali. Antanga ko naman na panoorin lang ang mga nangyayari sa paligid ko para bang naghihintay pa ako na utusan ako na kumuha ng mga plastik sa tambakan. Naipit na naman ata ako sa takot na lumabas at makihalubilo sa tao eh samantalang iaabot lang naman. Kung ang takot ko ay dahil na naman sa sakit ko, lintek na dahilan yan! Maxado na akong nakukulong sa mga takot na yun. Mukhang wala na ata akong kwentang tao! Sa dami ng mga nagawa kong kasalanan, nabigyan na nga ako ng pagkakataong makatulong tapos pinakawalan ko pa. Napakalaking tanga! Noon nagrereklamo tungkol sa sobra-sobrang NFA rice na nakatambak at nabubulok sa bodega samantalang heto't napakaliit lamang na bagay para makutulong makakain ang gutom ng kapwa ko wala man akong ginawa. Nakakawalang gana. Nawawalan na ako ng gana sa sarili ko. Ampanget na naman ng ugali ko. Hindi ko alam kung paano makakabawi dahil wala naman akong magagawa habang nakakulong sa bahay. Hindi naman makakatulong ang gawaing bahay dahil hindi naman ito mapapakinabangan ng mga bata. Wala rin namang silbi magfasting at abstinence dahil di naman ito mapapakain ang mga mahihirap sa isang araw lang. Sa ginawa kong ito lalo ko lang pinababa ang sarili ko at kinamuhian ang pagkatao ko. T_T<br /><br />Moral Lesson: Wag mo na hintayin pang may maunang kumilos para sa kapwa mo. Pag alam mo nang may pagkakataon kang gumawa ng mabuti, wag na magdalawang isip dahil hindi mo alam baka ito na ang huling pagkakataong matulungan ang taong iyon.Tippiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09336845717580683789noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14294848.post-59185696070312654102010-04-27T13:04:00.005+08:002010-04-27T13:33:18.049+08:00Good News and Bad NewsNaayos na yung pc namin. Power supply pala yung problema. Bumigay na kasi yung pc, as in hindi na nag-on. Buti nalang hinintay ko pa masira ng tuluyan kasi kung hindi baka sayang lang kung palitan ng memory or motherboard eh mas mahal pa yung mga piyesa na iyon. Nagpakabit na rin ng bagong auxiliary fan, kasi umiinit yung pc. Bago na din yung DVD-writer ko kasi sira na raw ung lens nung luma. <br /><br />Natapos ko na din yung business blog namin. ^_^ Gusto pa nga dagdagan kaso saka nalang. Eto <a href="http://royalehealthbeauty.multiply.com" target="_blank">link</a>.<br /><br />Nadali nga kami ng isang scam. Sabi kukunin daw kami supplier ng products sa mga hotels at other establishments abroad. Hiningian mama't papa ko ng product samples worth 20,000. Buti nalang di natuloy pirmahan ni mama yung kontrata na nanghihingi ng 250,000 cash. Nalaman namin nang maaga na mga manggagantso sila. Marami ding nakapansin may anomalya sa kontrata. Kakainis nga eh. Sayang talaga yung pera. Ga*** talaga sila. Di rin naman namin akalain na may mga manloloko na palang mga kliyente kaya ngayon mas mag-iingat na kami. Kaya eto ang prayer ko sa aming negosyo <span style="font-weight:bold;">"Do not lead us to tempation but deliver us from evil."</span> Kelangan tuloy namin makabawi. <br /><br />Dapat nga naka-ischedule kami ng mga kaibigan ko mamasyal ng April kaso baka madelay saka papa ko rin pinatawag kahit dapat bakasyon na niya kasi may mga dapat ayusing urgent na trabaho sa opisina.<br /><br />Good news naman... lumayas na yung isa sa mga demonyo sa buhay ko. Praise God! ^_^ Exorcism successful! hahaha... Pwede na uli maituloy ng kaklase ko ang kanyang unfinished business. hekekekek...<br /><br />Nung isang araw, nag-overnight si Klang sa bahay. Hehe... Dapat nga isasama ko si Dianne kaso eh dahil biglaan yun kaya di siya nakasama. Nung gabi kinausap ni Klang si Dianne thru phone. Nakakatawa nga kasi parang nag-iilegal transaction ung dalawa. Tpos nanood kami ng Lightning Thief at nakinig ng mp3. Ginagaya nga namin yung sa commercial ng Cornetto na Tugsh! Tugsh! Tugsh! Habang nasayaw si Klang, iniikot ko yung flashlight sa kanya. Hahaha! Aliw! Buti may mga dala rin siyang movies kaya madami uli ako panonoorin. Daya nga nun, daming alam na bagong songs samantalang ako wla na sa uso, hehehe. Kasi naman sa mga klasmeyts ko lang naman ako nahingi ng mp3 lagi kaya ngayong gradweyt na wla na rin akong madukot na bagong files. Kinabukasan dumalaw si Dianne kaya first time nagmeet yung dalawa. Natawa si Klang nung sabi ni Dianne may math daw sa Meteor Rain ng F4 sa dulo ng chorus, Ni hui TANGENT CIRCLE de suo zai... hahaha. Mga 1 oras lang sila nagkwentuhan kasi aalis na si Klang kasi pupuntang MOA at manonood sila ng pamilya niya ng Aliwan. <br /><br />Hay, sa totoo lang wala talaga ako sa mood magblog. hehehe... kaya summaries lang ang mga nalagay ko. Di na rin naman ako makapag-Pet Society kasi di kaya ng server namin iload yung game. Kaya sa facebook puro messages, wallposts, groups, at comments ang pinagkakaabalahan ko. (Uy, <a href="http://www.facebook.com/animegaTV5" target="_blank">TV5 Animega</a> at <a href="http://www.facebook.com/teamanimazing" target="_blank">Abs-cbn Team Animazing</a> meron na ring fanpage!) Wala na rin maxado masabi kasi parang nbuhos ko na sa fb lahat ng gusto ko sabihin. jejeje... Pero eto nalang siguro masasabi ko... Masama lang loob ko kasi tingin ng doc ko psychological lang yung nararamdaman ko pag nagbababa ng gamot. Di niya ko pinapakinggan. Di naman ako sinungaling at alam ko kung ano yung nararamdaman ng katawan ko. Nawawalan na tuloy ako ng tiwala sa kanila. Sa totoo lang gusto ko rin naman matanggal na ung gamot ko kaso naaaberya dahil di na nagiging normal ung kilos at pakiramdam ko: nasusuka, nahihilo, nanghihina, at minsan may mga kumikirot sa katawan. Naibababa ko naman ung dosage kaso di kaagad-agad. Meron talagang tamang panahon. Kaya ngayong 10 mg everyday ako, gumigising na ako ng maaga before 8am para makainom agad ng gamot para bawas ang side effects nito sa katawan. Sabi ko nga mawalan man ako ng tiwala sa tao, sa Diyos man lang magtiwala nalang ako...Tippiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09336845717580683789noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14294848.post-41248621806867790172010-03-18T13:00:00.009+08:002010-03-19T11:44:09.255+08:00CONGRACHOOLEISHYEONS!!!Yey! Alam nyo, nagkaroon uli ako ng isang maganda at di malilimutang karanasan sa pagsali sa contest. Isa kc ako sa mga 2nd week winners ng Team Animazing Promo sa Gintama. Isa lang ang masasabi ko. Napagaling talaga ni Lord. Grabe, kulit ko kasi , sabi ko gusto ko talaga manalo. Pero di naging madali ang pagsali ko. Ayon sa promo, paunahan nang sagot sa email. Noong mga panahon pa naman na yun eh malala na PC ko dahil restart ng restart. Nag-alala ako na baka habang nag-eemail ako eh biglang magshutdown. Naalala ko na ung Smart Buddy ay may text service na tinatawag na textmail kung saan pwede ka magsend ng email thru text. Hinagilap ko sa bag lahat ng Nokia Smart flyers at booklets, at sa awa ng Diyos nakita ko yung nag-iisang listahan ng mga keywords. Ito ngayon ang ginamit ko. Di ba astig? Narealize ko kasi na kung umasa lang ako sa dial up internet connection at sira kong pc ay siguradong hindi ko maipapanalo yung promo. Di rin naman ako binigo ng Smart network dahil siguro wala na ngang mxadong nagamit ng server nila. Tapos di lang yun, talagang siniguro ko na may nakahanda akong mga taktika sa pagpapadala ng entry (haha! kinareer ba! ang adik noh?) Feeling ko nga nag-ala-Shikamaru ako dahil pinag-aralan ko ang mga posibleng pattern ng character appearance every week. Malaki talaga pasasalamat ko, dahil kundi sa nagtotopak kong pc ay siguro hindi ako isa sa makakauna. Ironic noh? Kakaiba talaga. God moves in mysterious ways! ^_^ Nakuha ko na ang price: Gintama t-shirt, team animazing poster, Soul Eater paperbag. (Sana nga may plushie, laki naman ng bag e, saka sana bagpack nalang hehe - demanding?! X_x) Actually ang papa ko ang nagclaim. Pumayag naman ang pamunuan basta magpadala lang daw ako ng valid ID. ^__^ Sakto nga lang kasi may isang araw na leave si papa nung week na iyon at may dinaanan din siya sa QC. Nung una di ko nga alam na Mon-Fri lang ang opisina ng ABSCBN. Buti nalang nagtanong ako sa text. Magaling talagang mag-timing si Lord. Di naman kasi ako pwede makapunta at di rin si papa basta-basta pwede umabsent sa office niya para lang dito. Si papa tuloy yung kinuhanan ng picture duon,hehe... ngek! <br /><br />Nung mga panahon din na un, nanalo naman si Klang sa isang contest sa Hero TV. Nakakuha siya ng 3 tickets para sa premier ng The 4th Kind. Galing! Ininterview pa nga daw sila magkakapatid sa harap ng camera kaso ewan ko ba kung pinalabas na,ipapalabas pa lang o ayaw na nila ilabas (dahil disturbing daw yung video). Hahaha! Gusto ko nga makita eh kaso wala kami cable. Sana may youtube man lang. <br /><br />Gusto ko rin pala icongratulate si Yoyo Tricker aka Joshua Davis sa pagkapanalo niya sa Talentadong Pinoy Battle of the Champions. Iba na image, sabi nga ni Joey de Leon "may angas na"! haha! (sana sa stage lang ung angas na yun) Sana kahit sikat ka na at milyonaryo pa, di mo malilimutan magpasalamat at tumanaw ng utang na loob sa Kanya. Grabe, pinagdasal ko pa sana wag lumaki ang ulo mo pagkatapos ng gabing iyon. Dami-dami pa naman fans mo at joke pa nila pagkakaguluhan ka raw ng maraming girls. Waaahhhh! Mag-ingat ka dahil maraming kakapit na demonyo sa iyo! Gabayan nawa ka ng kapatid mo... [Ehem, patay tayo, pag nabasa niya post ko. Pero tingin ko malabo yun kaya okei lang.] Hinahanap ko nga ung isang video eh, yung pinerform niya nung naguest siya sa Wildcard Night tapos Down pa yung tugtog. Mas gusto ko yun. Kainis! di ko makita eh. (Wala man lang ba nakapagrecord nun? Asarrr... wala akong gustong ipost dito na video kundi yun! >_< )<br /><br />Anu pa bang mga nangyari... hmmm... eto nag-aadik uli ako sa panonood ng mga anime sa tv. Paborito ko ngayon ang Princess Resurrection at Soul Eater sa chan2, at D. Gray-man sa TV5. Coming soon na din yung Hitman Reborn Season 3. Mukhang maganda kaso di ko pa napapanood yung mga previous seasons, tsk sayang! About sa mafia wars pala yun, lalo tuloy akong nacurious lalo nang sikat sa facebook yung ganung laro at di naman ako nagjoin sa apps na yun. <br /><br />Pagdating sa anime shows, TV5 pa rin talaga ang pinakamaganda magpalabas. Maayos kasi yung dubbing, di sila nagccut ng mga eksena, at kumpleto lagi ang opening at ending songs. Sa iba kasi minsan nag-iimbento nalang ng dialogue, may time na paiba-iba yung dubber, tapos halatang andaming tinanggal na scenes kaya minsan di maintindihan yung kwento at parang minadali. Para sa isang anime otaku, insulto yun. Pero siyempre ako wala naman akong magagawa kundi magtiyaga, since wala kaming cable eh.<br /><br />Si Miranda Lotto, fave ko sa D.Gray-man. Actually sa una, mukha siyang clumsy 40-yr old woman - stressed, depressed at laging in panic mode. Kakatawa nga siya. Naalala ko tuloy yung ibang favorite kong characters na may mukhang panghorror din - sina Okami ng FruitsBasket (yung nanay ni Ritsu na may monkey zodiac) at si Sarah ng Prince Mackaroo - naalala ko kasi si Kayako sa kanila, haha! Pero pag nakalugay buhok ni Miranda, I find her really pretty. Naging favorite ko din si Allen Walker dahil sa kanyang cute, maamo at inosenteng hitsura, at mabait na ugali. (Oo na sige na, dahil sa niligtas niya ang mahal kong si Miranda... huhuhu... touch ako. T_T)<br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S6G0uB2c_wI/AAAAAAAAAkA/TnYgirXdUC8/s1600-h/miranda.bmp"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 166px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S6G0uB2c_wI/AAAAAAAAAkA/TnYgirXdUC8/s320/miranda.bmp" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449835726958821122" /></a>Old Miranda vs New Miranda (anlayo ng mga hitsura noh? Stresstabs lang yan)<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S6LyLJ5bsxI/AAAAAAAAAkY/ocKaHZMvYI4/s1600-h/okasara.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 141px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S6LyLJ5bsxI/AAAAAAAAAkY/ocKaHZMvYI4/s400/okasara.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5450184772521014034" /></a>Si Okami ng Fruits Basket (left) at Sarah ng Prince Mackaroo (right)<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S6G0u6BPfnI/AAAAAAAAAkQ/q2esMuB3INA/s1600-h/motokanda.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 131px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S6G0u6BPfnI/AAAAAAAAAkQ/q2esMuB3INA/s320/motokanda.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449835742036459122" /></a>Kala ko girl si Yu Kanda (D. Gray-man) kasi hawig niya si Motoko (Love Hina).<br /><br /><br />Marami din akong mga katatapos na panoorin na dvd, as in matagal na matagal na pinahiram at nakatambak lang sa akin. Barbie as Island Princess, Full House, at saka Beavis and Butthead the Movie. Kelangan ko na nga din tapusin yung To Heart Season 1, nakakahiya na kasi sa may-ari, parang ilang years na ata nakatambay sa kin to eh. Tingin ko namimiss na nya ung vcd niya. Sori moja. X_x Btw, parang lang taeng naging tao nga yung sina Beavis and Butthead, ampapanget talaga ng hitsura (hehe ambababoy pa). Ani Beavis, "Im the Great Cornholio, I need TP for my bunghole..." Anong TP? Baboy, di ako yun! Sinearch ko, Toilet Paper ang ibig sabihin nun. <br /><br />Happy ako kasi nag-uusap-usap na rin ang mga friends ko sina Klang, Joan, at Dianne sa forum. Then lately, may nagpakilala sa amin na mom ng isang lupus patient. Nakita niya kc ung article ko sa Soaring Butterfly. Hiningi pa nga nila ang number ko kay Robelle sa UST. I'm really happy God is able to use my articles to be able to reach out to my fellow collegues. Btw, nung isang araw pala dumalaw yung mga lolo ko, at natulog dito. Sabi nga ni Lolo Emer, nung bata ka "You squander your health in search for wealth", pero pag tumanda na "You squander your wealth in search for health." How true... Pero tingin ko sa maraming kabataan ngayon they squander their health and wealth at the same time. @_@Tippiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09336845717580683789noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14294848.post-4596993709647237232010-03-09T22:29:00.014+08:002010-03-10T09:42:18.368+08:00The MOA Experience!Meow... first time namin magpunta sa MOA nung Feb8. Dahil lunes yun at walang pasok si papa sa office kaya wala rin maxadong tao. Habang nasa Department store pa nga ako nagtext si Sir John sa celp0n kong luma. Nagpapagawa ng research about kay Rizal for 500php. Nalaman ko din na wala na siya sa Informatics. <br /><br />Yung 2nd floor lang ung mas naikot namin. Wala naman akong maxadong binili. Yung pearl keychain lang sa Filipino store. Bumili ako kasi gusto ko malaman kung anu ang genuine pearl. Tagal ko pa nga pumili, kasi nagtataka ako ba't iba iba ung kulay. Pero sa huli pinili ko ung original na kulay, cream. Huli na nung narealize ko kawawa pala ung mga clams na ginagamit nila pangculture ng pearls. Kasi diba, nabubuo ang pearls pag naiirritate sila? Isang kumpol pa naman ng pearls ung nabili ko. Ngek. Malas pa naman daw un kasi luha daw un ng sirena? Naalala ko tuloy si Mikaela sa Ghost Fighter. Gusto ko rin nga sana bumili nung shell dun na nakakatusok talaga as in napapalibutan ng spikes. Kaso 3 shells for 100. Eh isa lang or dalawang klase lang ng shell ung gusto ko. Ung isa pahaba naman, parang pwedeng ung pang-ipit sa hair.hehehe... Gusto ko rin sana bumili ng Crispy Squid eh kaso si mama ayaw. Nge! Ung binili pa naman niya yema at pastillas, eh sus ang liit ng laman tapos mas masarap pa ung nabibili malapit dito sa amin.<br /><br />Dumaan din kami sa store na Heavenly Stitchin Moment. Bumili mama ko nang bagong project para sa kin na NeedlePunch. Mas madali kesa crosstitch. Itatastas lang ung thread tapos ipapasok sa needle then tusok tusok lang sa pattern ng tela. Natagalan nga kami dun kasi nagpaturo pa ako, eh nahirapan pa ako nung una kasi di ako sanay, puro mali-mali gawa ko. Tingin ko naasar na ung tindera sa kin.<br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5Zcj2eE2ZI/AAAAAAAAAiA/CtwxLZTsCsg/s1600-h/calculator.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5Zcj2eE2ZI/AAAAAAAAAiA/CtwxLZTsCsg/s320/calculator.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5446642570338032018" /></a><center><b>Gigantic Calculator, mas malapad at mas malaki pa sa encyclopedia</b></center><br /><br />Eto mga display na kuha ko sa Cotton Depot. Magaganda ang mga tela nila duon. <br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5ZclOdl0oI/AAAAAAAAAiY/-M9fM-kyqLY/s1600-h/hippo.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5ZclOdl0oI/AAAAAAAAAiY/-M9fM-kyqLY/s320/hippo.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5446642593958318722" /></a><center><b>Hippo</b></center><br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5ZckcDmBFI/AAAAAAAAAiI/TOHkwgooFoA/s1600-h/cat.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5ZckcDmBFI/AAAAAAAAAiI/TOHkwgooFoA/s320/cat.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5446642580427506770" /></a><center><b>Cat</b></center><br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5Zck27IyBI/AAAAAAAAAiQ/-KEwuUUUhOc/s1600-h/duck.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5Zck27IyBI/AAAAAAAAAiQ/-KEwuUUUhOc/s320/duck.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5446642587639793682" /></a><center><b>Duckie</b></center><br /><br /><center><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5Zfj8IOM2I/AAAAAAAAAi4/ooITZ9xvCeA/s1600-h/bay.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5Zfj8IOM2I/AAAAAAAAAi4/ooITZ9xvCeA/s320/bay.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5446645870391866210" /></a><br /><b>Scenic View of Manila Bay</b></center><br /><br />Kumain kami ng lunch sa Hai resto. Lotus fried rice. Lapulapu sisig. Fish steak. Vegetable dumpling. Tapos ung drink ko Passion calmansi with mint.<br /><br /><center><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5ZgYNBGvrI/AAAAAAAAAjI/7TLdHoQnUu4/s1600-h/hai.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5ZgYNBGvrI/AAAAAAAAAjI/7TLdHoQnUu4/s320/hai.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5446646768278617778" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5Zfjp8x__I/AAAAAAAAAiw/txVw5ImdgbE/s1600-h/alien3.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5Zfjp8x__I/AAAAAAAAAiw/txVw5ImdgbE/s320/alien3.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5446645865512042482" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5ZfjIiyM3I/AAAAAAAAAio/bMf353TJoZ8/s1600-h/alien2.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5ZfjIiyM3I/AAAAAAAAAio/bMf353TJoZ8/s320/alien2.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5446645856544633714" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5Zfi2jOu9I/AAAAAAAAAig/OVQh2OxmIBg/s1600-h/alien1.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5Zfi2jOu9I/AAAAAAAAAig/OVQh2OxmIBg/s320/alien1.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5446645851714665426" /></a></center><br /><br />Bumili din kami ng chocolate cake sa Bread Talk. Hazelnut story at Chocolate Mousse. Di xa kasintamis ng Red Ribbon. Sa lasa mas gusto ko pa rin Red Ribbon pero sa design cute ang sa Bread Talk. Di ako pinabili ni mama ng tinapay dun, maxado kasi naka-expose sa public saka pwedeng mahawakan ng mga tao ng di naghuhugas ng kamay.<br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5ZgYvbDAeI/AAAAAAAAAjQ/GzUXRjRQDDA/s1600-h/hazel.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5ZgYvbDAeI/AAAAAAAAAjQ/GzUXRjRQDDA/s320/hazel.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5446646777514230242" /></a><center><b>Hazelnut Story</b></center><br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5ZkRHGYz8I/AAAAAAAAAj4/uRjZ4sc_XQ0/s1600-h/mousse.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5ZkRHGYz8I/AAAAAAAAAj4/uRjZ4sc_XQ0/s320/mousse.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5446651044477587394" /></a><center><b>Chocolate Mousse</b></center><br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5ZgY9-8kiI/AAAAAAAAAjY/DXtYrS_m1Jc/s1600-h/mango.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5ZgY9-8kiI/AAAAAAAAAjY/DXtYrS_m1Jc/s320/mango.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5446646781422899746" /></a><center><b>Mango Furumaji</b></center><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5ZjtLSlbfI/AAAAAAAAAjw/GzU0wCGh75A/s1600-h/tiger.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5ZjtLSlbfI/AAAAAAAAAjw/GzU0wCGh75A/s320/tiger.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5446650427127197170" /></a><center><b>SM Mall of Asia: Kung Hei Fat Choi!</b></center><br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5ZgXutUZTI/AAAAAAAAAjA/TZFdmV4tylQ/s1600-h/cherry.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5ZgXutUZTI/AAAAAAAAAjA/TZFdmV4tylQ/s320/cherry.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5446646760142562610" /></a><center><b>Cherry Blossoms</b></center><br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5ZjrzFHqiI/AAAAAAAAAjg/gRR19COBqfE/s1600-h/meow.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S5ZjrzFHqiI/AAAAAAAAAjg/gRR19COBqfE/s320/meow.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5446650403448400418" /></a><center><b>Cute Stress Reliever!</b></center><br /><br />After ilang days, sumama pakiramdam ko. Nagbaba na kasi ako ng prednisone. 2.5 every other day. Parang nasusuka ako, nahihilo at nanghihina. Di ata kaya ng katawan ko yung stress. Sabay-sabay ung mga pangyayari nung nakaraan. Ung research kay Rizal. Sa Robinsons. Tapos nagtotopak PC ko, bigla nalang siyang nagrerestart. Tapos dahil dun nag-alala tuloy ako kung panu makakasali sa Gintama contest ng ABSCBN. <br /><br />Eto ung details sa Robinson. Tinuloy ko ung research ko about kay Rizal. Sabi ni Sir gagawin daw niyang 600php w/ treat sa Jollibee. Unang plano namin magkita sa Sunday sa Robinsons. Actually buti inagahan ko pagsubmit, kasi nung sunday ay araw ni Vendetta (Valentines). Ngek! Pagnagkataon parang iba na un noh! So Saturday kami nagmeet, sarado pa ang robinsons. Kaso ang malas kasi meron palang film showing ung mga bata sa sinehan ang title "Kamoteng Kahoy" kaya andami na ring tao. Wala pa namang bukas na CR eh gusto ko na magCR. Inakyat baba ko lahat hanggang 4th floor. Wala pang escalator nun. Ung CR lang sa sinehan ung bukas eh leche siksikan lahat ng tao dun. Uminit ulo ng mama ko. Pinauwi nalang ako matapos ku makuha ung bayad ni sir. Di na rin natuloy ung treat kahit sabi ko libreng mainom nalang sa grocery. Sayang. Pagkain din un. Natuwa lang ako nung may batang nagtanong sa akin kung saan ung CR, hehe. Angkyut nga, di siya natakot sa kin, eh mejo pagod pa naman ako nun at naiistress na.Tippiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09336845717580683789noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14294848.post-52935180364856966302010-01-22T13:58:00.005+08:002010-01-22T14:18:33.963+08:00Magaling! Magaling! Magaling!Grabe, naasar talaga ako minsan isang Biyernes sa GMA7. Ipinangalandakan kasi nila sa commercial na nakaschedule nung araw na iyon yung Urduja. Tae, pag-on ko ng tv eh mukha ni Richard Gutierrez ang tumambad sa aking harapan. Nakakapang-init tuloy ng ulo.<br /><br />Congrats pala sa ABSCBN sa mga bago nilang mga orig na teleserye. Honestly di ako nanonood pero appreciate ko ang effort nila sa paggawa ng mga modern at original stories. Di ako kasi maxado naaaliw sa mga remake ng mga foreign telenovelas. Syempre ginaya lang tpos syempre di mo maiiwasan ikumpara ung mga artista. Siguro mas ok pa kung ispoof nalang nila, hehe...<br /><br />Buti nalang pala pinalabas na ng ABS ung Gintama. Meron uli akong aabangan sa tv at mababawasan naman kahit konti ung wishlist ko.<br /><br />Nagpunta pala kami sa SM MOlino, Asian Hospital (para sa eye check up ko) at Festival Mall. Maliit lang pala ang SM Molino, 2 floors lang. Mas malaki pa ang Robinson Imus. Kumain kami dun sa Jollibee ng chicken joy, hehe. Long time no eat na eh. Meron nga din sana dung shabu-shabu kaso busog na. Gusto ko rin minsan matry un kasi ang cute ng mga pika-pika nila lalo na ung hugis lobster. hehehe<br /><br /><center><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S1lBs7nw__I/AAAAAAAAAhg/gheZXxNXF6E/s1600-h/dorae.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 287px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S1lBs7nw__I/AAAAAAAAAhg/gheZXxNXF6E/s400/dorae.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5429443065946374130" /></a><b>Doraemon Theme at Festival Mall Alabang</b></center><br /><br /><center><b><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S1lBtKgelAI/AAAAAAAAAho/d7nO619J3_E/s1600-h/newfriend.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S1lBtKgelAI/AAAAAAAAAho/d7nO619J3_E/s400/newfriend.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5429443069942338562" /></a>Met a new friend at Healthy Options</b></center><br /><br />Sa Festi bumili ako ng anime DVD. Feeling ko nga nalugi ako kasi 80 bili ko sa Comic Alley, samantala nung umakyat ako sa 2-Rats 70 lang, huli na ang lahat. Tae. Pero di bale, nabili ko naman lahat ng matagal ko na gustong panoorin:<br /><b>Jigoku Shoujo aka. Hell Girl (Season 2)<br />Vampire Knight Guilty<br />Earl and Fairy<br />Princess MOnonoke<br />Nausicaa Valley of the Wind</b><br /><br />Dun na rin ako bumili sa Comic Alley kasi andun ung tindera ng 2-Rats. Naassign daw siya temporarily dun sa store. Siya ung una kong nakwento na napanood na rin lahat ng Hayao Miyazaki films. Gusto ko siya ung mapagtanungan ko kasi maasikaso at friendly sa customer, hehe. Kaso nagtataka nga ako kasi walang tinitindang soundtrack at manga sa Comic Alley. Sa 2-rats merong mga OST pero wala ding manga. Maraming manga naman na binebenta sa Comic Quest kaso wala naman sila nung hinahanap kong Apocripha/0. Meron din sila mga original DVDs kaso sobrang mahal, mga umaabot ng 1000 mahigit ang presyo. Nagtatanong kasi ako ng SouthPark movie eh meron sila kaso di ata un ung 1st movie eh.<br /><br />Masaya naman sa Clipper Store. Lumipat sila malapit sa may foodcourt at lumaki na space nila! Astig! As usual anime music pa rin pinapatugtog nila. Haruka Kanata nga ung tugtog pagpasok ko eh. Tapos dumami pa ang cute items nila. Meron sila sushi at cakes na gawa sa towel cloths. Meron din silang mga laruang tinapay na pag inamoy mo amoy tinapay din. Yung chocolate donut nga amoy chocolate din! Sabi ko nga sa sarili ko, kung isasama ko si Klang dito matutuwa un, paborito niya kasing store ung Japan Home Centre eh,hehehe, e dito puro Japanese items din! Meron na din nga silang <a href="http://www.clipperph.com/" target="_blank">multiply</a> at <a href="http://www.facebook.com/pages/Clipper-Giftshops/69236073689" target="_blank">facebook</a>.<br /><br /><center><b><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S1lBtT1y9zI/AAAAAAAAAhw/ekVTJ-sAIqM/s1600-h/sooshi.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 357px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S1lBtT1y9zI/AAAAAAAAAhw/ekVTJ-sAIqM/s400/sooshi.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5429443072447674162" /></a>Sushi Made of Towel Cloths, courtesy of Clipper site</b></center><br /><br /><center><b><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S1lBtvAeHuI/AAAAAAAAAh4/i6W2tj5MRf4/s1600-h/towel+cakes.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 283px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S1lBtvAeHuI/AAAAAAAAAh4/i6W2tj5MRf4/s400/towel+cakes.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5429443079740202722" /></a>Towel Cakes, courtesy of Clipper site</b></center><br /><br />Nung uwian, dumaan kami sa bahay ni lolo. As usual takot pa rin si Teptep sa kin. Baket kaya? Baka di pa rin natatanggal ung curse ng Ju-on sa kin? Syempre nagkwento na naman sina mama't papa about sa business nila hanggang sa inantok na nga ako. Halatang di ako mahilig sa mga direct selling. Wala ka na bukambibig kundi mga produktong binebenta mo. Tingin ko pa naman higit pa sa pagtitinda ang purpose ko sa buhay. Pero anyways, nasimulan ko na ung multiply blog namin. Ipopost ko nalang pagtapos na. Syempre buong puso kong pinagmamalaki na ako ung may gawa ng image ads dun, ha! Yeah, photoshop yan pare! Whehehehe... Buti nga habang ginagawa ko un, nakisama monitor namin. Nag-iiba kasi kulay paminsan-minsan. Di ko naman pwede sapakin uli kasi minsan nung ginawa ko un bigla nalang nawala ung screen. <br /><br />Speaking of hardwares, nabilihan narin ako ng external hard disk. FreeCom ToughDrive 250GB. Gift nga nila mama't papa dapat nung bday ko kaso after new year na nabili. Dapat kasi ung Mobile drive ung bibilhin ko kasi un ang pinakamura kaso wala silang stock. Eh di ko na natiis maghintay kasi meron akong mga DVD na bigla nalang di gumagana, tingin ko tinopak ung DVD ROM namin. Ayoko pa naman nalalagay sa alanganin mga files ko. <br /><br />After pa nung pagbisita namin kina lolo ay dumaan pa kami PureGold. Nagbibili na naman ako ng mga abubot dun. Ang sarap nga ng binili kong ulam, Chicken Fillet Barbecue sa Crescendo. Nakausap pa nila mama't papa ung may-ari ng store kaya natagalan pa kami dun. <br /><br />Sa dami nga nung pinuntahan namin nung sabadong un, nagkasipon ako kinabukasan. Nag-iiyak pa ako nung hapon kasi nagalit pa si mama. Parang naghahanap pa ng pwedeng sisihin. Tama ba un? Sama na nga pakiramdam ko, dadagdagan pa niya. Anlaki ng problema niya samantala ilang beses na naman ako sinipon noon. Pero ayun nga lang first time ko na lagnatin dahil lang sa sipon. Mejo dinugo pa nga ilong ko kakasinga at kakabahing. Buti nalang at saktong 1 wk nawala na sipon ko. Araw-araw kasi akong uminom ng carrot juice. Napapansin ko kasi na mas mabilis ako gumaling sa sipon pag umiinom or kumakain ako ng pagkain na puno ng Vit A. Nagtampo kasi ako sa calamansi nuon. Masuka-suka na kasi ako sa kakainom ng calamansi/dalanghita at kakakain ng orange pero mahigit 1 linggo na lumipas malala pa rin sipon ko. Kaya nga mejo duda tuloy ako sa claims kung umuubra nga ba ung pagmegadose ng Vit C. Pero syempre pag me sipon ako mas sandamakmak na Ascorbic Acid ang tinetake ko, nakagawiang pandagdag resistensya na din. Pero carrot at squash juice pa rin ung effective para sa kin hehe...Tippiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09336845717580683789noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14294848.post-35245370161379442822010-01-08T20:08:00.010+08:002010-04-27T22:28:45.939+08:002010 Presidential Candidate Festival<b>Manny Villar Campaign Jingle 1</b><br />Akala mo petiks yun pala mali<br />Akala mo conyo yun pala laking Tondo<br />Akala mo trapo yun pala katropa mo<br />Akala mo walang matatakbuhan <br />pag ikaw ay nahirapan ngunit mali na naman kasi marami nang natulungan <br />kailangan lang subukan<br />Sa sipag at tiyaga lahat ay madali<br />Magtitiwala pag nakilala siya<br /><br /><b>Manny Villar Campaign Jingle 2</b><br />Nakaligo ka na ba sa dagat ng basura?<br />NagPasko ka na ba sa gitna ng kalsada?<br />Yan ang tanong namin tunay ka bang isa sa 'min?<br />Nalaman mo na bang mapapag-aral ka niya?<br />Tutulungan tayo para magkatrabaho<br />At ang kanyang plano'y magkabahay tayo.<br /><br />Si Villar ang tunay na mahirap<br />Si Villar ang tunay na may malasakit<br />Si Villar ang may kakayahan at gumawa ng sariling pangalan<br />Si Manny Villar ang magtatapos ng ating kahirapan.<br /><br /><b>Manny Villar Campaign Jingle 3</b><br />Pinanganak kang mahirap<br />Patuloy na nangangarap<br />Magsipag at magtiyaga <br />Balang araw aahon ka<br />Hindi bawal mangarap ang mahirap<br />Basta't maaabot ito sa malinis na paraan<br />Si Villar ay nangarap kahit mahirap<br />At nagtiwala sa Maykapal <br />At may paninindigan.<br /><br /><b>Short Campaign Jingle of Noynoy Aquino</b><br />Pinoy... Noynoy!<br />Pag-asa at ginhawa... NoyNoy!<br />Para sa atin kanyang dala-dala... Noynoy!<br />Mahal ang kapwa di puro salita. Noynoy!<br />Di magnanakaw kay Noy magtiwala.<br />Hey kabataan may liwanag ang daan<br />Edukasyon sa bagong henerasyon<br />Gabay ni President Cory at ni Ninoy na bayani<br />Katiwalian ay hindi na mangyayari.<br /><br />(NOYNOY rap)<br />Baguhin ang buhay<br />Maglilingkod sa inyo<br />Buong mundo ipagmalaki mo<br />Tayo'y Pilipino!<br /><br />Noynoy... Sa paglaban di ka nag-iisa<br />Noynoy...Siguradong lahat ay sama-sama!<br />Noynoy... Sa paglaban di ka nag-iisa<br />Noynoy...Siguradong lahat ay sama-sama!<br /><br />(NOYNOY)<br />Mga Pinoy, laban na 'to!<br />(BABY JAMES)<br />Noynoy!<br /><br /><b>Eddie Ako sung by Gloc 9 [Campaign Jingle of Bro. Eddie Villanueva]</b><br />Umasa kang pagbangon ay posible pa<br />Pangarap nating araw ay sisiskat na<br />Pag-asa'y magniningas sa bagong Pilipinas<br /><br />Buong sambayanan magkapit bisig na<br />(Magkapit bisig na! Magkapit bisig na!)<br />Upang tunay na pagbabagoy magsimula<br />Sa pag sulong ng bayan, makiisa!<br /><br />Chorus:<br />Sino pang may malasakit at pag-ibig sa bansa<br />Sino pa? Eddie ako!<br />Kailan mag uumpisa? Magkaisa, kumilos na!<br />Kailan pa? Eddie ngayon!<br />Sino pa nga bang gagawa?<br />Sinong pagsisimulan<br />Sinong magtataguyod ng bayan ni Juan?<br />Eddie ako!<br />(2x)<br /><br />(GLOC 9 rap)<br />Panahon na para sa pag bangon<br />Sa kahirapan lahat ay umahon<br />Ngayon ang oras ng pagbabago <br />Isang bayan para sa tao<br />Kanino ba dapat ang simula<br />Ang pag asa ng bayan ay magmula<br />Tungo sa pag sulong ang sagot ko <br />Kung walang aako<br />Eddie ako!<br /><br />(BRO EDDIE)<br />Sino pa? Eddie ako!<br /><br /><b>WINNERS OF 2010 PRESIDENCIAL CANDIDACY FESTIVAL ENTRY ARE:</b><br />-------------------------------------<br /><b>Best in Advertising</b> - Manny Villar<br /><b>Most Catchy Short Campaign Jingles</b> - Manny Villar <br /><b>Most Dramatic Entry for Presidency</b> - Noynoy Aquino<br /><b>Longest Campaign Theme song</b> - Noynoy Aquino [for Di Ka Nag-iisa by Regine Velasquez]<br /><b>Longest Campaign Music Video</b> - Noynoy Aquino [for Di Ka Nag-iisa by Regine Velasquez]<br /><b>Most Intelligent Brave Outstanding Pinuno</b> - Gilbert Teodoro [ehehe, kinopya lang sa poster eh]<br /><b>Most religious award</b> - Eddie Villanueva<br /><b>Mapilit Award</b> - ExPres Joseph Estrada<br /><b>Most Catchy Modern Title</b> - Dick Gordon [for the Transformers]Tippiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09336845717580683789noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14294848.post-61272783069300050722010-01-06T19:43:00.012+08:002010-01-06T21:09:07.687+08:00Last memoirs of 2009Welcome 2010! Nuong mga huling buwan ng taong 2009 marami din akong pinuntahan. Nadagdagan din ako ng mga bagong kaibigan na nameet sa internet. Lahat sila ay tulad ko na maysakit ding lupus. Sina Ria, Dayan, at Ate Jean. Si Ria ay may Class 4 Nephritis at 2x a week ang dialysis. Si Dayan naman ay Class 4 Nephritis at nagkaroon din ng psychosis tulad namin ni Joan. Si Ate Jean ay may discoid lupus. <br /><br />Minsan din sumama kami nina Klang at Mel sa business opportunity meeting ng Royale Business Club. Yun ang pinagkakaabalahang negosyo ng parents ko ngayon. Ako ang yung gumawa lahat ng computer-related work, mula sa paggawa ng ads at gayundin sa paggawa ng website na hanggang ngayon ay di ko parin nasisimulan dahil sa [hehe...] katamaran. <br /><br />Nung Nov. naman pumunta kami sa Lupus Workshop. Wala naman maxado ginawa kundi mga interview at surveys. First time ko nameet in person si Ate Lenina, president ng Lupus Foundation. Manghang-mangha pa nga ako dahil ang ganda niya at anime ang hairstyle niya tulad kay Hinata ng Naruto. Nameet ko rin si Ate Pia na hindi ko talaga kilala sa hitsura [hehe...] Napansin lang niya ako sa pangalan ko dahil ka-facebook ko pala siya. Nakita ko muli si Ate Ivy at Ate Daryl. Nanghinayang lang ako dahil hindi ko sila masolo dahil [ehem...] may mga special silang kasama. Si Ate Ivy ay magpapakasal na next yr. Si Ate Daryl naman ay kasama ang kanyang manliligaw [di pa nya kasi sinasagot,hehe...] Kaya ayun, kausap ko ang sarili ko buong session. <br /><br />Nuong December, dumalo ako sa Christmas Party ng Lupus Foundation of the Phils. sa UST. Nagkita muli kami ni Ate Daryl. Duon ko rin first time nameet in person si Ria. Kakagaling pa niyang dialysis nun. Sayang nga lang dahil si Joan di nakasama. Naging masaya naman dahil andaming pinamigay na gardenia goodies, calendar, pillow [na pinapalitan ko ng Pikachu dahil ayaw ko kay Winnie Da Pooh], containers, ballpen, stationery, etc. Nanalo pa nga kami ng electric fan ni Ate Daryl s raffle. [Di pa nga ako makapaniwala dahil gusto ko nga makuha ung grand prize na un] Napublish na rin sa Soaring Butterfly ang <a href="http://bubblegumtheory.blog.friendster.com/2009/09/some-thoughts-after-the-rain/" target="_blank">3rd article</a> ko. Kaya syempre may pamasko uli hehe... <br /><br />Nung birthday ni mama, sa Kenny Rogers kami kumain. Nagpunta din kami sa National Bookstore at bumili ako ng A Purpose-Driven Life. Bibili sana ako ng Bible guide kaso Php557 kaya next time nalang. Nakita ko na rin ung tinutukoy ni Dianne na Kikomachine Komix na 500. Kawindang ang presyo...@_@ Antagal ko pa nga dahil di ko malaman kung anu bibilhin ko. Kung anu-anu na ung binuksan kong libro. Tuwing nakikita ko ung Purpose-Driven Life, naisip ko si Efren Peñaflorida. Hanga talaga ako sa humility at dedication niya. Minsan naisip ko na rin na gusto ko rin mahanap yung calling ko at passion sa buhay, yung tipong wala ka na ibang hihilingin pa maliban kay Angel Locsin. Joke! [Crush kasi ni Kuya Efren si Angel. haha! Ngek...] Basta masaya ako na may mga tao pa ring tulad niya na nag-eexist sa earth. As long as may mga taong mabuti, madasalin, at simple, hindi pa mag-eEnd ang Earth. (So anu mga masasamang damo? Happy na ba kayo? Extended ang life span niyo!)<br /><br />Bago ang birthday ko, dinalaw ako ni Ria at Joan sa bahay ko. Excited kami lahat dahil first time kami nagbonding tatlo. Sabi ko nga maagang pa-bday yun sa kin. Biruin mo, sa internet at text ku lang sila nakakausap nuon. Nagpapasalamat nga ako kay Lord at ngayon masasabi ko na talaga na meron na nga akong mga close friends na may lupus din. Nanood kami ng vcd ng The Craft at saka kumain kami ng Paotsin dumplings habang nagkkwentuhan. Bitin nga lang ang oras. Di tuloy namin npanood ung Little Nicky.<br /><br />Nung bday ko naman, kumain kami ng buong family kasama ni Dianne sa Dencio's. Malapit sa Robinsons Dasma. Nagulat pa nga ako dahil on the way nameet ko si Ma'am Mich at iba pang staff ng Informatics Imus. Syempre, ang favorite part ko ang wacky photos namin ni Dianne. Bumili din kami ng cake sa Red Ribbon sa Rob Imus. Sayang nga dahil di nakasama si Klang dahil may sipon siya. Excited pa naman si Dianne mameet siya. Di rin nakasama si Mel dahil nasa probinsya siya. Bad news nga lang ay na-comatose ang mom niya nuon dahil sa stroke. <br /><br />After Christmas naman, dumalaw si Ms Alfonso sa house. Inintroduce ng parents ko ung mga health and beauty products namin. Natuwa naman si Ms. Alfie at marami rin siyang binili. <br /><br />Marami rin akong in-add sa facebuk na relatives at dati kong classmates. Ang iba nag-asawa ng kabigla-bigla. May married kunwari, iba jowa palang at syempre ung mga natitirang dakilang single or single-singelan [dahil siguro kakabreak lang o heartbroken]. Meron ding di ko mawari kung saang lupalop ng mundo na napadpad at yung iba nga sa ibang lupalop na nga ng daigdig nakalapag. May asenso na, may official tambay, at yung iba still searching sa kung anumang pwede nilang mahanap.<br /><br />Speaking of fb, dapat ang new year's resolution ko ay bawasan ang facebuk apps. Minsan kasi nasasayang ang oras ko sa kakalaro. Di na tuloy makapagbasa ng manga at makapag-aral ng Adobe PHotoshop. Tatlo na nga yung pets ko sa Pet Society, dahil pati account ni mama ginamit ko na. Tapos meron pa ako PetVille na maganda sana animation, kaso super bagal nga lang magload. Pinabayaan ko na rin ung Happy Aquarium ko. Maganda sana Fish World kaso ayoko ng stealing feature nila. Ayoko na rin ng Planet With Many Creatures. Bumagal na din ung Zoo World. Di ko na rin tinuloy ang Farmville. Ngayon naman gusto ko yung BuddyPoke kung saan gumawa ako avatar ni Pikori. Out of those apps, siguro Pet Society, BuddyPoke, at Weather Mood ang gusto ko. Saka nalang uli ako maglalaro pag maluwag ang time, hehe...<br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S0R4Zg5HkvI/AAAAAAAAAgg/0ycALRopZU4/s1600-h/pikori.bmp"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 250px;;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S0R4Zg5HkvI/AAAAAAAAAgg/0ycALRopZU4/s400/pikori.bmp" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423592230982488818" /></a><b><center>BuddyPoke Pikori - Mala-darling kong aswang!</b></center><br /><br /><b><center><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S0R9Af3tX9I/AAAAAAAAAg4/jdhH2SpzjnA/s1600-h/LonelyPet.bmp"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 250px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S0R9Af3tX9I/AAAAAAAAAg4/jdhH2SpzjnA/s400/LonelyPet.bmp" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423597298769551314" /></a><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S0R9Az8XHKI/AAAAAAAAAhA/8yw8gsiQlbU/s1600-h/Happy.bmp"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 250px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S0R9Az8XHKI/AAAAAAAAAhA/8yw8gsiQlbU/s400/Happy.bmp" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423597304157772962" /></a><br />Pet no.2 Pachelbell Before and After - Sa fb account ni mama to</b></center><br /><br /><center><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S0R9A_jNQ8I/AAAAAAAAAhI/--_O0bry39s/s1600-h/simpleprince.bmp"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 250px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S0R9A_jNQ8I/AAAAAAAAAhI/--_O0bry39s/s400/simpleprince.bmp" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423597307273495490" /></a><br /><b>Pet no.3 Prince [Alien]</b></center><br /><br /><center><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S0R9Bf5_yeI/AAAAAAAAAhQ/09ZQ553EPc8/s1600-h/myplayfishhalloween.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 334px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/S0R9Bf5_yeI/AAAAAAAAAhQ/09ZQ553EPc8/s400/myplayfishhalloween.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423597315959015906" /></a><br /><b>My entry to the My Playfish Halloween Contest na syempre... natalo, hehe...</b></center><br />Ambilis ng panahon at oras. Andaming nagbabago. Hanggang ngayon kukupad-kupad pa rin ako. Kelangan ko talaga ng matinding motivation para makapag-move on. Ang problema lang talaga sa kin eh kung hindi idle, di ako makausad dahil andami ko pang nakatambak na plano na di ko rin alam kung kelan ko maisasakatuparan. Kaya ayun kaliwa't kanan na di ko malaman ang uunahin. Sana naman ngayong 2010 may improvement na ako sa sarili ko, di lang physical kundi pati sa personality at emotional aspect. Para naman pagdating ng 2012 eh kung magunaw man ang mundo, reading-ready na noh? Hehe...Tippiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09336845717580683789noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14294848.post-39269039366517692072009-10-15T13:26:00.004+08:002009-10-15T13:34:15.685+08:00Nagbabagsakan Dito... in 5, 4, 3, 2, 1!Sept 15-16. Nagtake kami and at the same time bumagsak sa assessment exam ng TESDA. Bale wala lang ang flowchart at interview dahil nangamote naman kami sa programming. Sa 1st day, nagawa namin ni Mel ang C pero 1 function lang nagawa namin at di pa nakakaretrieve ng data. The next day, sinuko nalang namin agad ang VB. Kahit interface lang sana gagawin namin kaso wala raw points yun. Ang masama pa dun ay di gumagana yung MS SQL sa skul kaya nakakawalang gana talaga. Talo pa nga kami nina Abbie at Ate Toni dahil wala talaga silang sinubmit ni isang program sa 2-day exam na un kaya buong batch namin Not Yet competent. @_@ Si Kuya Julius kasi di nagtake. Merong isang student na nakapasa kaso matagal na kasi siyang nagtatrabaho bilang programmer kaya natural lang na bihasa na siya sa codes. Nagreklamo pa nga siya dahil maingay daw kami. Tapos ayun dahil wala nga kaming ibang magawa, nagfacebook nalang kami. Di talaga ako mahilig mag-fb kaso dun ku sa skul unang nagawa yung pet ko sa Pet Society. Nabagalan kasi ako sa net sa bahay. Halos isang oras ko din kinarir yun. Sept 14 pa nga yun, araw ng dry run. Mas naappreciate ko nga siya kesa sa Super Pets. Sobrang bagal kasi ng SP. Bawat pindot ng buttons antagal magload ng page, samantalang ung PetSoc kahit mejo matagal maghintay sa umpisa isang loadan lang eh makakapaglaro ka na ng tuloy-tuloy. <br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/Staz0yj5gcI/AAAAAAAAAe4/al50eYy8xiM/s1600-h/shell.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 300px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/Staz0yj5gcI/AAAAAAAAAe4/al50eYy8xiM/s400/shell.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5392695323329659330" /></a><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/StazeUv1bRI/AAAAAAAAAew/-hi-cv42AGk/s1600-h/sig.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 80px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/StazeUv1bRI/AAAAAAAAAew/-hi-cv42AGk/s400/sig.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5392694937369537810" /></a><br />Andami ngang naging topak ng pc ko recently. Una, yung monitor. Biglang walang lumalabas sa screen. Akala ko talga di na gagana kaya ilang araw akong di nakapag-pc. Eh yun pala naghihintay lang na pupukin ko sa likod! Tpos bigla naman nagloko yung mouse pointer. Kusa nalang gumagalaw at nagpipindot ng mga icons at programs. Nagscan ako kaso ala naman nadetect. Kaya ayun pinareformat ko. Tinuruan ako nina Klang at Mel. Kaso gnun pa rin ang problema kaya pinalitan ko na ng mouse. Nanood pa nga kami ng The Grudge habang si Klang natulog naman. <br /><br />Nakakatakot at nakakalungkot nga ang nangyaring pagbaha nung bagyong Ondoy at Pepeng. Parang sinasabi na rin na di ka rin safe sa loob ng bahay nyo kahit ilang taon na kayo nakatira dito. Sa isang iglap lang posibleng matangay bahay at ari-arian niyo at worse buhay ninyo. Ayoko na nga maulit yun sa subdivision namin. 2000 yun, grade 7 ako,sembreak namin. Patapos na ata ang bagyo pero biglang bumigay yung pader sa amin, ginising kami ni papa kasi napasok na yung tubig sa bahay. Lumikas kami kaso nadala ni mama puro plastic bag lang. Hanggang beywang ang tubig nuon at parang rumaragasang ilog. Nakituloy kami sa kapitbahay. Nung humupa na yung baha, di mo na makita ang design ng vinyl dahil natatakpan na ng putik ang buong sahig . Di pa mabuksan agad ang kuryente kasi baka maground. Siksikan kami sa isang kama. Buti nga isang araw lang ako nag-absent. Nakakapanghinayang lang din kasi madami kaming pictures at libro na nasira ng baha. Yung ibang laruan ko di ko na makita, alam ko ninakaw yun ng mga bata. Nagpapasalamat lang talaga ako at di ako nagkasakit kasi nasugatan ako sa baha mismo nung nasabit ako at muntik na matangay ng sanga ng puno.Tippiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09336845717580683789noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14294848.post-30091854445209995402009-09-03T11:42:00.004+08:002009-09-03T12:03:15.696+08:00A1 ko...Simula nuong nagka-AH1N1, lalo akong di mkalabas-labas ng bahay. Di ko pa nga tapos ung OJT ko. Di rin ako nakasama sa libreng PC troubleshooting. Sayang kasama ko sana uli yung tropang Sofer Fets. Di rin ako nakaenroll sa mga TESDA-accredited computer courses. Sabi ko nga di ko na alam kung ano mangyayari sa kin. <br /><br />Recently nakatanggap nga kami ng scholarship mula sa CocoPlans para sa mga selected 2-yr computer courses sa Datamex. Nainis nga ako nung nagcompare ako ng schools. Kasi sa course nila meron daw subjects na Adobe Photoshop, Visual Basic at AutoCAD. Andaya! Kasi sa amin dangmahal ng tuition pero wala lahat iyon sa curriculum samantalang programming din naman kami. Feeling ko tuloy lugi kami,kakabopols.<br /><br />"I have a lot of ideas, unfortunately I lack the ability and resources to carry them out." Kahit anong gawin ko, di rin masaya kasi wala akong motivation at inspiration. Tingin ko wala rin naman ako mapapala at wala rin namang patutunguhan. Madalas ko lang gawing seryoso ang maghugas ng pinggan at magjuice. Di ako marunong magluto dahil malas ako sa pagtantiya at wala akong tiyaga sa paghihintay. Ok lang sana tumulong kaso lalo lang ata tumatagal maluto ang pagkain dahil sa akin. Marami akong gustong gawin kaso kulang ang aking kakayanan. Gusto ko gumawa ng nobela, manga, art... pero basics palang sablay na. Yung mga recycled items imbes na pagandahin ko eh lalo lang nagmumukhang basura pagkatapos. Yung mga kwento ko, laging nabibitin dahil di ko na alam kung ano susunod na mangyayari at mga susunod na salitang gagamitin ko. Isang character pa nga lang, mahigit isang oras ko na dinodrowing, hirap pa ako sa ibang mga parte ng katawan at anggulo, paano pa kaya kung maramihan na? Di ko alam kung anong kulang sa akin... imagination? experience? skill? guidance? knowledge? creativity? Lahat ata iyon wala ako. Wala atang naitulong yung kasipagan ko sa pag-aaral ko. Ramdam ko naman dati pa na magiging bobo ako sa application. Minsan kahit anong dami ng gawa ko, parang feeling ko wala pa rin akong naaccomplish na kahit ano. Di ko na tuloy alam kung ano na silbi ko sa buhay. Baka nga lang spectator lang ako talaga, walang ibang gagawin kundi humanga sa gawa ng iba. O baka kelangan bayaran muna ako bago ako kumilos? Kelangan ko na ng tulong para makalabas ako sa ganitong klase ng mentality. As if merong maglalakas ng loob... <br /><br />Actually maliban sa OJT, meron pa akong isang poproblemahin. Yung assessment test. Kelangan daw yun para makuha yung S.O. # ng diploma. Kahit daw bagsak, ibibigay pa rin yung no. For formality lang daw. Tsh!!! Sabi nga ng kaklase ko, knowing na bumagsak yung prof namin lumalakas daw lalo loob niya kumuha rin nuon. How inspiring... @_@ <br /><br />Para lang makalabas sa depression andami ko pinanood na anime. Yung iba bili ko sa Festival Mall. Yung iba hiram. One time, kasama ko pa nga si Joan, yung kaibigan ko na nagkasakit din na lupus psychosis. Nakilala ko lang siya sa friendster. Nagkita kami sa mall at binigay ko sa kanya yung tuta namin na mukhang chihuahua. Pitti Mini name niya dati pero ngayon Appa na. Hango mula sa Avatar the Last AirBender na favorite nila panooring magkakapatid. <br /><br />Eto yung list ng mga anime na napanood ko:<br /><b>Karin (Chibi Vampire)</b> *highly recommended comedy about a nosebleeding vampire<br /><b>Speed Grapher </b> - tnx kay Dianne sa astig na anime na 'to, natanggal boredom ko<br /><b>Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya</b> - <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c5G5bD2Do-k" target="_blank">Hare Hare Yukai Dance</a><br /><b>Howl's Moving Castle</b><br /><b>Cat Returns</b> <br /><b>My Neighbor Totoro</b><br /><b>Vampire Knight</b> - one of my favorite reverse harem<br /><b>Blood The Last Vampire</b><br /><b>Spiral</b> - mas maaapreciate ko ata kung Tagalog dub pinanood ko<br /><b>FruitsBasket</b> - comedy sa simula, drama ending... Basta YukiXTohru pa rin ako, hmph! <br /><b>Onegai Teacher</b><br /><br />Nakahiram din ako ng mga asian horror ke Dianne. Sayang nga yung soundtrack ng Suicide Circle, di kasi makita ni Klang eh. Yung Ju-On Tv1 maiksi, kadugtong lang din ng TV2. At siyempre yung DVD na sandamakmak ng Thai/Japanese/Korean horror. Di ko pa napanod lahat pero so far, I think "Alone" yung may pinakamaganda kwento. Gusto ko yung music sa "Cello" at "Yeogo Goedam". <br /><br />Natapos ko na rin basahin ang Twilight book but I prefer the movie better. In the movie, there's much more action. The story is cut short into the most important and exciting scenes and I like the portrayal of the character's personalities better... like, Bella is more polite in the movie. Uhm, still I prefer reading Harry Potter because just even by reading the book, you imagine the scenes happening clearly before your very eyes. Or maybe I thought some of the romantic scenes are sort of dull to read? @_@ (Babatuhin ako sigurado ng mga fans ng Twilight, yikes!!!) Pero aaminin ko, di mapagkakailang si Edward Cullen ang nga fictional model ng isang perfect gentleman. But still Alice Cullen fan ako, hehe!<br /><br />Napanod ko ang last 5 episodes ng Yamato Nadeshiko aka Wallflower. Nakakatawa nga talaga. Naalala ko si Sadako at Kayako kay Sunako. (Naalala ko rin tuloy si Pikori.) Kalokang babae! Di ko malilimutan dun yung eksenang sinubsob yung mukha niya sa bintana at may lumabas na ghostly apparition. Meron kasing eksenang ganun sa Ju-On. Sayang, wala ako screen capture sa anime. <br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/Sp89VZTk8vI/AAAAAAAAAdg/cDo_1Jl6Jm4/s1600-h/babae+sa+bintana.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 175px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/Sp89VZTk8vI/AAAAAAAAAdg/cDo_1Jl6Jm4/s320/babae+sa+bintana.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377083917883208434" /></a><br /><br />Congrats din pala kay Yoyo Tricker at sa Tribal Dancers. Lahat sila mga Hall of Famers na sa Talentadong Pinoy!!! Nadidismaya lang ako kasi yung mga winners ng 10,000 napapansin ko mga hindi deserving, usually dahil lang sa awa kaya sila napili. Para sa kin, di pa rin fair yun kasi we're talking about contest not charity. I just feel sorry sa mga nakitaan ko talaga ng effort at talent.<br /><br />Click nyo yung links para makita yung astig na videos nila:<br /><br /><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4HaLE3fdloM" target="_blank"><b>Yoyo Tricker - Joshua Davis</b></a><br /><br /><b>Tribal Dancers playing with Fire!!! ^_^</b><br /><br /><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4qNN2Ayb0i0" target="_blank"><b>Tribal Dancers - JaiHo</b></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j_VzXlBx5f8" target="_blank"><b>Tribal Dancers - Whine Up</b></a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cjEyQBcntjE" target="_blank"><b>Tribal Dancers - Fire</b></a><br /><br />Meron na din pala ako dvd ng SAW 1-5. Yey! Astig! Nandiri lang ako dun sa isang movie na title ay 'Feast'. Kasama kasi un sa 8-in-1 DVD. May mga man-eating monster. Alam ko mahilig ako sa mga violent at bloody movies pero ayoko ng messy gore. Yung tipong walang ibang kwento kundi magsaboy ng magsaboy ng dugo at magkalat gutay-gutay na bangkay kung saan-saan. (Wala man lang konting finesse or 'art', hehe.) Nakakasuka na din kasi yun. Kaya nga ayoko na din ng mga zombie movies at cannibalisms. Nasimulan ko ata sabihing messy yung film na Wrong Turn 2. Tapos me trauma naman ako sa Shawn of the Dead (ironic nga kasi comedy horror yun pero merong part dun na maxado ako naapektuhan). <br /><br />Currently, nahuhumaling ako ngayon sa Apocripha/0. Unfortunately walang anime. Game lang at manga. Nagsimula lang ito dahil sa isang misteryosong bishounen pic. Nakakahiya nga kasi lahat na ata halos ng anime forums pinagtanungan ko. Si Ruby Jackson pala yun. Nagresearch ako at nagandahan ako sa mga CG pictures. Sayang nga kasi yung manga until chap11 lang yung natapos itranslate. Yung game scripts naman kulang. Saka mostly galing sa Platina Disc yung story, eh mas gusto ko sana kay Alex kasi siya yung fav prince ko. Gusto ko din si Sapphirus at siyempre si Plum, yung meow-meow (Siya nga yung wallpaper ko ngayon eh)!<br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/Sp89VyQij6I/AAAAAAAAAdw/vY_a-G8Kf8Q/s1600-h/apocripha0_rubyJackson.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/Sp89VyQij6I/AAAAAAAAAdw/vY_a-G8Kf8Q/s320/apocripha0_rubyJackson.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377083924581355426" /></a><center><strong>Ruby Jackson of Apocripha/0 (Naks damporma eh noh!)</strong><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/Sp8_XO7Rh0I/AAAAAAAAAd4/tbBZrSbG3QA/s1600-h/apocripha_fav.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 82px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/Sp8_XO7Rh0I/AAAAAAAAAd4/tbBZrSbG3QA/s400/apocripha_fav.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377086148479911746" /></a><strong>My Favorite Characters From Left to Right (Prince Alex, Sapphirus, Plum, Ruby)</strong></center>Tippiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09336845717580683789noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14294848.post-45106295212669884322009-05-26T21:13:00.010+08:002009-05-26T22:27:30.373+08:00Dead EndKakagraduate ko lang pero parang blanko ang feeling ko. Hanggang ngayon in a state of shock parin ako sa thesis namin. Nagdusa ako ng husto sa thesis na yan, physically, mentally at emotionally. Ilang beses na ako umiyak at nagbalak mag-quit. I'm thankful a lot to Ma'am Anna, for trying her best to uplift me. Muntik pa ako magkaphobia sa PC. Pero heto ngaun, medyo traumatized pa sa computer programming. Anu na ngaun ang silbi ng course ko kung eto lang pala ang ending ko sa dalawang taon. Sa totoo lang di naman talaga programming ang gusto ko kundi multimedia. Nagkataon lang na walang available na course nung nag-enroll ako kaya in short, no choice ako nun. Grabe, inako ko lahat ng paggawa ng buong system, kaya masakit na sabihing simple lang system namin. Isa pa, wala naman kaming naging subject na VB.Net sa curriculum kaya wala kaming masasabing experience sa paggawa ng programs sa software na un. Nainggit nga ako kina Ate Toni at Kuya Julius kasi ang ganda ng combination at distribution of tasks nila sa grupo. Congratulations!!! They really deserve to be the best in thesis. I'm proud of them! ^___^ Btw, we our graduation was last saturday in SMX. And believe it or not, pito lang kaming graduates ng center namin. <br /><br />First time din ako walang honor na natanggap, siguro dahil incomplete pa ako. Sisingilin ko nalang sila sa mga scholarship certs ko. Minsan iniisip ko sana di nalang ako umattend ng graduation, eh di naman binigay ung actual diploma sa amin. Nagkandamalas-malas pa kami kasi trapik na papunta at pauwi saka nagutom na kami dahil wala pang matinong restaurant na mapilian. Dito nalang kami sa Cafe Marcello Imus kumain, at mag-11pm na nun. Basta ang alam ko wala akong naramdamang any extreme emotion, excitement man o kalungkutan sa araw na iyon. Ang mamimiss ko lang naman talaga ay mga kalokohan namin ng mga klasmeyts ko sa skul. Sabi ko nga yung last term na ito is "the best and the worst". <br /><br />Best dahil sa term na ito mas naging close ako sa batch ko. Sumasama na din me ako sa kanila pag kumakain o namamasyal. Dati kasi nagsasarili lang ako. Di ko malilimutan yung mga bonding namin sa Mang Inasal saka yung Red Ribbon kung saan pinagbayad pa kami ni Klang, hehe. Pero in fairness, binigyan kami ni Klang ng tig-isang box of donuts nung Valentines. It reminds me na ang Valentines ay di lang para sa mag-jowa kundi sa lahat ng pamilya at kapamilya at tropang nagmamahalan. Yung mga taong di ko akalain magiging kaclose ko, naging close and trusted friends ko. And I'm glad to have friends who are thoughtful, helpful, understanding and concerned. Thanks, Tropang K (Kulangot daw)! Hehe... Bagong 3-man team din, ang Sofer Fets. It all started sa friendster app na Super Pets. Kay Mel, unggoy. Kay Klang, raccoon. Akin, pusa. Ang saya din nga kasi sama-sama kaming nag-aral ng short course sa VB. Naalala ko pa, di nga namin nagawa yung pinangako namin na invitation sa CR eh. Hehe... *sigh* I wonder if I can ever laugh again the way I laugh with them. Every moment is worthwhile just seeing and being with them.<br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/ShvwP4sHl3I/AAAAAAAAAdQ/akl9JX4bj_k/s1600-h/soferunivers.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 160px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/ShvwP4sHl3I/AAAAAAAAAdQ/akl9JX4bj_k/s320/soferunivers.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5340125938883991410" /></a><br /><br />Worst... Nakita ko ang other side ng mga tao sa paligid ko. May angels and of course, yung mga akala mo angels yun pala demons. Di na ako pinayagang magtuloy ng OJT sa banko kasi puro daw ako absent which is not my fault kasi I started late at nagkataong finals week na at thesis pa. 1st time ko din magkaroon ng maraming absent in college dahil nagkaroon ako ng mild flare. And the worst of the worst... thesis. Ilang beses kami nagredefense. Almost 2 months kami pabalik-balik. In short, tila wlang katapusang pagdurusa. Halos maubusan na ako ng dugo sa kakabago ng program. Feeling ko tuloy para akong pako na kahit nabaon na sa kahoy eh patuloy pa ding pinapukpok. Dhil dito, lalo lang ako nawalan ng gana sa buhay, nawalan ng self-confidence, nawalan ng sigla, lakas ng loob at determinasyon. Nakalimutan ko tuloy mga pangarap at plano ko. Kelangan ko tuloy magback to zero, at magsimula uli mag-isolate. Kelangan ko ng empowerment, encouragement, mental and emotional healing, at inspiration para maging masigla uli. <br /><br />Btw, meron na din ako printer-scanner-copier at saka DVD-ROM. Necessity kasi dahil sa thesis ko. Hehe... Natapos ko na din panoorin Jigoku Shoujo (Hell Girl) Season 1. In fairness, talagang madrama ending niya. Naiyak nga ako eh. I would really love to learn the song she was singing while she was burning the village. Thank u din kay Klang-Klang at napanood ko na yung D.N. Angel. Love it! Umpisa palang nahook na talaga me. Satoshi's supposed to be my first favorite character, demo I fell in love with Krad's beauty, his golden eyes and uneven hair. He really looks like a perfect prince to me, a medieval prince I would love to see placed in fairy tales. In books, I already finished InkHeart and The Tale of Two Cities. I'm now starting with Twilight. I would like also to thank Tita Bing for buying me a Sony CyberShot digital camera. I really love it!<br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/ShvvTDsK3EI/AAAAAAAAAdA/NVNR2gcFlrM/s1600-h/KRADGOLD.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 218px; height: 257px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/ShvvTDsK3EI/AAAAAAAAAdA/NVNR2gcFlrM/s320/KRADGOLD.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5340124893864975426" /></a><br /><center><b>Krad... or should I call him Krad Ysuom? </b><br />(Haha, a funny flip overed name! He might take it as an insult.) ^___^</center><br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/Shvwud_kSlI/AAAAAAAAAdY/qEFj52I5yz0/s1600-h/bloodyai.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 226px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/Shvwud_kSlI/AAAAAAAAAdY/qEFj52I5yz0/s320/bloodyai.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5340126464293751378" /></a><br /><center><b>The Bloody Enma Ai</b></center><br /><br />Well, I admit right now I'm being empty, lonely and bored. I never expected graduating with a feeling like this. I realized I'm so much vulnerable especially when I feel people are bringing me down. I realized at times like this other people are much stronger than me, and I admire them. But still I can't blame myself for being affected and being negative for I'm just being realistic at times.Tippiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09336845717580683789noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14294848.post-565757906582518202009-01-17T13:44:00.003+08:002009-01-17T13:58:33.703+08:00A little prayerLord, thank you for fixing things before they get even worse. I don't really like having conflicts with anybody around me, and I thank you for making situations turn out better. You know how I feel and act when I'm hurt. You know how uncomfortable I am when having misunderstandings with people around me but you know how also I am yearning for people's consideration and fair treatment. You know how I surrender everything to you when there are things I can't handle anymore. Lord, I am very very grateful for your great understanding, and I will and will always be. Amen.Tippiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09336845717580683789noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14294848.post-46111175098216976702009-01-11T12:40:00.004+08:002009-01-11T13:02:58.782+08:00Mag-smile sa Buhay...<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/SWl6VGTRkvI/AAAAAAAAAco/GREUOYUAUJ8/s1600-h/bigsmiley.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 262px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/SWl6VGTRkvI/AAAAAAAAAco/GREUOYUAUJ8/s320/bigsmiley.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289893740210655986" /></a><br /><strong>Dec 1,2008</strong><br /><em>God said, "Let there be an emoticon in the night sky". And there was a heavenly smiley. ^___^</em><br />I will always remember that date. Mama't papa ko pa nga excited na nagsabi sa akin. Pinagtetext ko nga agad lahat ng friends ko na tumingala sila sa langit. It was late in the news that I learned that both eyes of the smiley where actually planets, Venus and Jupiter. Cool ne? Imagine the probability of heavenly bodies forming a cute face! It seems like God is smiling down on us, sending us a short message of hope and happiness in the midst of problems the world is facing. Para bang pinapaalahanan tayo na minsan tumingin sa kalangitan at alalahanin na hindi sa mundo mahahanap ang tunay na kaligayahan, at meron pang paraan, pag-asa at dahilan para ngumiti, at siyempre si Lord yun! ^__^ Kaso sayang, nabitin ako. Pagkatapos ko magdinner nawala na siya. Naiimagine ko habang pinagmamasdan yun ay parang nasa coke commercial lang ako. Nyahahaha! Ngaun pa nangyari ito sa panahon pa naaadik ang mga tao sa emoticons. Astig! Perfect timing! Kaiba din ang sense of humor ni Lord! Yeah, bagong version ng "Smile and the world smiles back with you."<br /><br />Btw, meet my 2008 buddies:<br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/SWl5_dq20aI/AAAAAAAAAcI/aoNuNWJr6h8/s1600-h/kutiku.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 200px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/SWl5_dq20aI/AAAAAAAAAcI/aoNuNWJr6h8/s320/kutiku.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289893368526459298" /></a>I used to call her Pocket Pussy when my bestfriend named her Kutiku. Kutiku!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/SWl5_99fCHI/AAAAAAAAAcg/Oc9PdtbewTI/s1600-h/smiliphee.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 200px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/SWl5_99fCHI/AAAAAAAAAcg/Oc9PdtbewTI/s320/smiliphee.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289893377194526834" /></a>Meet Sunny. Tawag ni papa sa kanya Smiley Moon or Bokalites. Haha! Together with Manaphy, my favorite rare pokemon. Never expecting to see one sa Pinas kaya di makapaniwalang nakakita sa department store ng Rob Imus. Himalang nagkadiscount pa. Thank U, Lord, nagdala ako ng extra cash at that time!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/SWl5S7poWQI/AAAAAAAAAbo/7DYcRbFtG0c/s1600-h/brrr.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 200px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/SWl5S7poWQI/AAAAAAAAAbo/7DYcRbFtG0c/s320/brrr.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289892603480267010" /></a>Chocochoco. I call him Baby Bear more often. I'm not really in to teddy bears but everything changed when I first saw him. He's the first teddy bear I fell in love with. Lagi ko siyang dinadalaw sa store para lang makita, malaro at mayakap, at umaasam-asam na walang bumili sa kanya. Sabi ko pa nga, "WaH! Panget ka, mas cute pa ibang teddy bear sa iyo, walang bibili sa iyo. Akin ka, bwahahaha!" <br /><br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/SWl5_-roG6I/AAAAAAAAAcY/zmt3PUvbqak/s1600-h/squeakpig.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 200px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/SWl5_-roG6I/AAAAAAAAAcY/zmt3PUvbqak/s320/squeakpig.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289893377388059554" /></a>My nutty squirrel from Artikel and my super pink round bouncy pig from Chuckles and Doodles. Yeah, it's fun dribbling the pig on my bed. <br /><br />How's things gotten recently. Well, things have gotten better in school. Everything's back to normal or rather things got even better. Yes, truly 2008 has been a stormy year for me, but when it revealed who and how truly wonderful my friends really are, through their words of support and concern, the efforts to make you smile and laugh, the sincere and honest remarks, the encouragement and advices that make you strong, and their loyalty, trust and assurance that you're never alone in the rain... that is truly a wonderful and lovely blessing in disguise for me. <br /><br />And I am also thankful to God for my first OJT after the term. It was seemingly a bad day for me but I got to know Ma'am Sybil. I learned that she was once an Adventist then turned to Baptist. She has taught and explained to me what being a born-again Christian truly means. It doesn't mean switching religions, and is not even considered to be a type of religion (Born Agains just took its name). I learned that it's renewing and strengthening you're relationship with God as you enter a new light and life in Christ in serving him. Thanks to ate Sybil. Now I confirmed it, I'm really a born-again Christian. She also talked to me about salvation, revelations and bible verses. It reminded me of Kuya Joseph. I heard that he was really a good preacher and I wished I also have been with them when he taught the batch. I wish I too have their talent of sharing the gospel but I realized I can be more of a Christian in deeds rather that in words. I believe we do need more people who act and live as true Christians. It's just sad to see that some people are driven to lose their faith more due to proud overzealous preachers and followers who tend to spoil the true meaning of God's teachings. (Kumbaga parang mga Padre Damaso at Padre Salvi).<br /><br />My best friend doesn't like religious preachings but I'm really happy to know that she happens to watch the same tv mass I am watching every Sunday. We both agree that Fr. Mario is one of the coolest and funniest priest we heard. When he speaks I learn a lot. He explains it well in a way Filipinos can relate to and he's not the type to make you want to sleep. Aside from him, I also like the Christian speaker, Bo Sanchez. He really can relate the teachings to the modern times and especially to the youth out there. I like his style of sharing the word of God. He's really fluent, straight to the point, lively, fun and cool. He's not baduy, boring, high, nor O.A. I agree that when preaching you must have a new creative style that can convince the people especially the youth. They need some strategy that will catch the attention of everybody, move their listeners, make them want to learn more, follow the right way and inspire them to love, understand and influence others, instead of making men turn their back bearing hatred upon men who do not follow their way of worship. <br /><br />Sometimes jokes played on you can hurt. Sometimes you don't even know if they do it to make fun of you or there's a plan beyond that. It was because they made me fall in love with someone for three days. It was a foolish feeling. It was like living in a world where you alone knows not even the person you fell in love with. It was a scary feeling too. You lose yourself or rather your whole being, wasting time on thinking things that will definitely never come true. It even started to hurt coz you're being already emotional on what-if scenarios that will definitely never happen. You decide to give up all your dreams for a person whose real feelings you're unsure of and you sometimes forget what you really are here for (which is for me, definitely not a good thing). It was a foolish thing to fall for because on the first place the joke was never found out to be true -- and it was stupid of me to get carried away. It was sort of embarrassing and I know its not right. I prayed and begged God to take this feeling away from me and help me get over it. And I'm glad God is so wonderful to understand how I feel. Thank you Lord for protecting my feelings again... Asar, æ kasi yang mga yun eh! Lakas mangtrip! Hay, Tippie, wag magpapabola, wag maging utu-uto! Pero okay lang yun, hayaan ko nalang sila kung yun ang ikaliligaya nila. Anyway, liars go to hell, beh! *evil lol*<br /><br />How's predefense... Duh, almost got rejected. Good thing, they didn't. They want us to add more in it coz they said our system is too easy and basic. So again... change the title. I just think it's unfair! They already know how to make a database while (heller!) we are still starting. We still have not enough knowledge on creating a system. What we're supposed to do in our thesis were not even taught in our previous subjects! We need a lot more time to self-study if we don't want to pay for additional expensive short courses and tutorials they want us to take. Its not even reasonable to say that weren't allowed to create a certain system anymore because it is already a common topic. Why do new students get to carry these burdens! Is it just because they want something new? The thing here is not to please the panel, but to provide a company system's particular needs. There are still companies that have no automated system and as future programmers it is our job to help them and get paid. Period! <br /><br />How's vacation? Partly annoyed, because there are no video rental stores here in our vicinity anymore. Video City just closed first in Robinsons then next in Imus. Damn! It's the most affordable and way of watching original movies "without stealing" and they just suddenly closed without telling their customers beforehand! If I knew they'd do that I would have already rented every video they have. They suck! They will just drive people to depend more on video piracy. So foolish naman their move... I can't even download in my PC. I'm only on dial-up and the connection's slow for large megabytes. Good thing, I have friends who lend me a copy of movies. Oh, if I just have money and DSL then I would download all my favorite movies and anime episodes I can get on the net! Wait till I get a job, you... grrr...<br /><br />I just became addicted to the game Insaniquarium Deluxe. You just feed the fish, upgrade your pet food, buy more pets, and protect them from alien predators. You get a free pet that can help you in the game after every level and you get to collect shells which will be used as currency for the virtual tank store. I finished the adventure mode so I can unlock all the pets in the aquarium and make my own personal virtual tank. I even tried the cheats so I can get more out of the game. ^__^ So now, everyday I can buy a new fish from the store and make it a screensaver. It's fun watching the weird and cute looking fishies swimming, eating, playing music and collecting shells.<br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/SWl5S8pLlRI/AAAAAAAAAb4/5_IElrHacD0/s1600-h/insaniquarium.gif"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 175px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/SWl5S8pLlRI/AAAAAAAAAb4/5_IElrHacD0/s320/insaniquarium.gif" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289892603746817298" /></a><center><b>My Virtual Tank</b></center><br /><br />Oh and how's my Christmas? Well, always as simple as ever. Lots of sweets, staying with my family at home watching movies, cash and opening gifts. I like Ate Cris's bday gift for me - a stitched butterfly on the frame. When I saw that on her blog, I already wanted one. Sadly, you still have to purchase a charcoal painting in order to get it free. That's why I'm really really happy that I received one as a gift. It's so cute and beautiful! My mom also gave me hankerchiefs, money and a sandal keychain. My dad already gave me his gift months before, the book Twilight, haha! My ninong also gave me a new jacket, a hs musical3 diary and a cellphone holder. I just missed my best friend. She always visits me during Christmas vacation but she's been too busy in her nursing duties not even having a vacation. But I'm glad I have talked with all my old friends at the phone. Hearing their voices and stories makes me glad. I really miss having fun with them all.<br /><br />I loved watching The Snow Queen on QTV11. Sayang lang at hinde ko nasubaybayan lahat ng episodes. It's really a beautiful classic anime based on a fairy tale. It's a story of a girl named Gerda who went on a journey to look for her bestfriend Kay who was taken by the Snow Queen. On her way, she met new friends whose lives she touched and changed. The story is beautiful and teaches about love, courage and friendship.<br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/SWl5TKB4qxI/AAAAAAAAAcA/gjD0MdSbR10/s1600-h/kaygerda.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 244px; height: 150px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/SWl5TKB4qxI/AAAAAAAAAcA/gjD0MdSbR10/s320/kaygerda.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289892607340096274" /></a><center><b>Kay and Gerda</b></center><br /><br />Btw, Here's our newest wreath made by my mom. Just made of old flourescent light decorated with ribbons, balls and a Santa bear! Cool neh?<br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/SWl5_9yK6BI/AAAAAAAAAcQ/l1ZWLyeJclM/s1600-h/santabear.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 267px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/SWl5_9yK6BI/AAAAAAAAAcQ/l1ZWLyeJclM/s320/santabear.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289893377147070482" /></a><br /><br />Naruto Shippudden is now showing Hidan and Kakuzu of Akatsuki. Creepy but SUGOI! Hihihi! I like that dynamic duo, parang mga ewan, hehe. Nakakaloka lalo na si Hidandansuy. Nakanang Shikamaru na yan, nagmamature na talaga! Lalo mo lang kaming pinapahanga, haha! Siya pala dreamboy ni Cindz, akala ko si L! ^__^ Teka paano naman me? joke, wehehe... <br /><br />Btw, I just bought DVD of Jigoku Shoujo (Hell Girl) Season 1 from Comic Alley. Yes!!! Wahoo! I desperately wanted to watch that one.<br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/SWl5S-rOa0I/AAAAAAAAAbw/9Yg1y3tzf5A/s1600-h/hellgirl.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 220px; height: 150px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/SWl5S-rOa0I/AAAAAAAAAbw/9Yg1y3tzf5A/s320/hellgirl.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289892604292262722" /></a><center><b>Enma Ai</b></center><br /><br />Oh no, no! We will already be starting our classes this Monday. Oh God, please help me! Please give me strength and a fighting spirit to hold on and keep on going. We will be having classes the whole day from 8am to 6pm and I don't know if my body can take it without much rest. And with thesis and OJT, I don't know if I can still have time to rest and study well. Oh, how can I even give myself a break?! Can I still make it to graduation? I don't care but @_@ Oh life's so demanding, so stressful. Why!? Oh just let it happen whatever happens. Come what may... <br /><br /><i>Ippen, shinde miru? <br />"How would you like to know what death is like?"</i>Tippiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09336845717580683789noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14294848.post-21641767637659291482008-11-16T13:06:00.005+08:002008-11-16T13:30:10.407+08:00CoNfiRmEd!<strong><i>When God leads you to the edge of the cliff, trust Him fully and let go. Only one of two things will happen, either He'll catch you when you fall, or He'll teach you how to fly!</i></strong><br /><br />cOnfirMed...<br />FrIenDs nA nGa LanG taLagA...<br /><br />I confirmed it the day after he gave me a hug. The first hug he ever gave me. Maybe also the last...<br /><br />It hurts to hear those words... I BrOkE hiS HeaRt... NoR Can He PicK thOse PiEceS jUsT foR mE.<br /><br />I neVer knew someDay I woUld BrEaK sOmeOne's HeArT. PaTuLoy Pa NgA dIn AkoNg UmaSa KaHit Na SinAbI Na nGa nyA fRieNdS fOrEveR naLanG... SusmE, scholar ako pEro aLang NaiNtiNdiHaN... TanGa LaNg CgUro aKo paGdAtiNg sA Pag-iBig... IgNorante, InOseNte, WaLang AlaM...*binatukan sarili* AnO Ka Ba, TiPpIe TaNgA?! @_@<br /><br />Friends, yes exactly what I wanted us to be. So I was like "Oh my gosh, why am I crying?!" I cried to death that night, that my eyes were swollen the other day. Could it be that I have once loved him? Then I remembered asking God for a heart to love him. Then I was like "Oh no! Oh my God, no! no! no! Please take it away. I don't want it anymore. It will hurt!" <br /><br />But it's fine. I already heard what I needed to hear. I have to let go of the past. I don't need to wait anymore. I had enough. Dead eNd. Time to move on.<br /><br />He wants someone who believes in unconditional Love... Actually I do believe in such, and really I didn't know why the heck I said there's no such thing. Kaloka! Unconditional love is always the core theme I wanted for my love story fanfics. Also the relationships between God and man, parents and children... But for PeoPle who are not blood-related, it's sort of rare but possible... pero I guess in reality, it would always be better if there is MUTUAL LOVE. One-sided love is lonely and painful. <br /><br />Ngek, naalala ko si Dianne, sabi niya commensal lang daw siya pag dating sa human relationships. Wawa naman labs ko.<br />Scientific Terms:<br />Commensalism -> Only one side benefits from the other.<br /><br />What is unconditional love for me? It's when you see the true colors of the person you love and you still love and accept everything about him/her even his differences. If you easily forgive and forget all his/her shortcomings, and overlook seemingly insignificant things. It's a sort of love never fades even though you've been hurt many times. Even you know he or she doesn't love you in return, your heart remains faithful. It's a love given willingly with no boundaries, a love that makes you forget your ego, a love that never ceases, a love that never changes, a love willing to give everything and endure all sacrifices, a love that never controls nor demands anything. And this love does not grow from the man's heart alone... It is a gift given by God. Like God's love, it has no closed doors, no such thing as "Anong sorry? Wala nang magagawa sorry mo. The damage has been done!"<br /><br />Minsan nga nagjejeling pa din ako. That is the feeling I hate most. Pero mabuti na itong may distance paminsan-minsan. Tama na kaartehan ko. Mas mabuti na masaya uli siya kesa naman umiiyak dahil sa akin. Sana lang maibalik uli yung masasayang carefree Trinity days.<br /><br />Pero sabi niya kung mamatay man ako, susunod siya. T_T waaahh... wag naman ganun... waaahh... baka bigla akong mabuhay sa kabaong niyan. ang tanging magagawa nalang nila para sa akin ay ipagpatuloy ang aking mga nasimulan... ngek! as if meron akong masisimulan? Like duh? Di ko rin alam eh... hehe. Wala naman dapat ipag-alala... magkikita-kits naman tau sa langit. ^_^ Basta please dun din ang punta ninyo ha, mga friendz!<br /><br />Before I end this post, I really would like to thank all my friends who understood, listened and supported me through all the hard times. To Melissa, Abbie, Ate Toni, Ate Cris and Klang... To Dianne and Kuya Erwin aka. Kenshin... also to Sir Dame for the advices and for understanding too. Could you believe it si Sir Dame na matinik mang-asar may malalim din palang pang-unawa? CoOl HEhe...<br /><br />Hay... yez... next week interbranch na! Wala na naman akong pasok 3 days. Bwahahaha!!! Well, kelangan bumawi ako sa mga araw na tinamad ako mag-aral noH! Araw na rin para manood ako ng mga movies, sasabog na pc ko sa dami ng video files!<br /><br />Mabuhay ang Naruto Shippuden. Yeah, Hidan rockz! Bwahahaha... Lagot kau sa susunod kong Fool HOuse episodes! <br /><br />KISAME: Patay! Mabubuhay na naman si Pikori!<br />GAARA: Mawawala na ako sa next season... kaya di ko na problema yan.<br />PIKORI: MOre... more of AkatsUki!!!<br />TOBI: Abangan niyo pala yung lab stori namin...*tugudug*<br />(tinisod ni Pikori si Tobi)<br />PIKORI: Yan, yan kasi nagtatakip ng mukha! Di mo tuloy nakikita dinadaanan mo!<br />TOBI: But TObi is A Good Boy...Tippiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09336845717580683789noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14294848.post-88290701940647833692008-11-09T21:59:00.006+08:002008-11-09T22:44:46.818+08:00Watashi wa anata ga suki desu, Momo-chanSpeaking of unconditional love, *sigh* Sort of regreted I said that there's no such thing between people. Coz I guess I have experienced giving that type of love before. Yes, that is... to my best friend. I was Grade 6 then. The bond of friendship was almost broken by jealousy. Our group slowly drifted apart. My bestfriend separated from us and moved to a new circle of friends. So there were only two of us left who stuck together for the year. <br /><br />Although the year was one of my most memorable years (for I have been quite popular with the class and gathered more friends than before) , still emptiness filled within me. Why? Coz I know my bestfriend was very mad at me. I felt that she hated me so much. She was jealous of my friend, and I was jealous of hers. <br /><br />I endured humiliation, sorrow and pain during those times. It was very difficult to pass by her and her friends and see the cold look in her eyes and hear her inflicting words to me. I knew that most of the time they talk about me. But never did I fight back. I only kept quiet, humbled myself, walk along, turn my head away and silently cry. All I wanted was to bring back the good old times. We tried, but it seemed hopeless. No one could bring back the warm feelings we had once.<br /><br />From time to time, I still wrote her letters. Letters that I hope would ease the tension between us. I sometimes feel her heart melt for me, but still nothing can ever close the gap that torn us apart. But still I never gave up, I still call her on the phone to greet her and talk to her although all I hear from the other side were sarcastic and naive remarks. I still find some way to talk to her alone, and even share with her my secrets, without even caring if she will betray my trust or not. All I know is that my feeling for her did not change. She is still and will always be my bestfriend. <br /><br />Even though she proudly replaced me with a new bestfriend and even my heart was torn into pieces whenever I see them together, I never blamed her nor even had a single pinch of hatred in her, because simply I love her. I even wrote her new bestfriend a letter telling her to take good care of her and that I wish them happiness. It's really a pain to realize that nothing will ever bring you back together. I tried to explain my feelings in the letters but still I hid a part of it inside coz I don't want anyone else to get hurt. Her friends are the cause of my pain, but I don't want to tell her because they are her friends. But still they are her friends so I have to respect them the way they are. <br /><br />Years passed, we had no news of each other, but still whenever anyone asked me about my best friend, my answer is simply all about her and the memories we shared. She may have had new friends but my heart only stuck to her. She may not felt the same for me, but still I always thought of her and prayed for her. <br /><br />I cannot imagine how I endured those lonely years of longing, nostalgia and hopelessness. I lived only to study and dreamed only of the past. Whenever I dream of her, I cry when I wake up. <br /><br />I don't care what others will say >_< , but I say my illness is a blessing in disguise. When I got ill, I called her up. I sent her letters and little gifts. And when she visited me, she stayed there for a night. And slowly, my friendship with her was restored as if we didn't go through all those tumultuous times. Every vacation, she visits me and stays until night. From time to time we call each other just to see how's everything going and after our conversation I do feel as light as ever. As I said, if I haven't got sick I won't be able to get all the things that I wanted most in life, and that includes our friendship.<br /><br />I never found anyone who can be compared to my bestfriend. She is the first and only one who has listened and understood me. She opened my eyes to the other side of life. She made me feel my longing for individuality and freedom. I always admired her for being true to herself and to others. I even acquired some of my present qualities in her: her eccentricities, sense of humor, wit, philosophies in life, creativity, and resourcefulness. She is one of those who first taught me to be original. We may not be common at all aspects but I accepted, embraced and loved the whole of her even her dark side.<br /><br />I asked God for a best friend, and He gave me her at the time when others had left me alone. And even when my mother was suddenly against her, I stood up, cried and fought for her. I will never again take the risk of losing her coz I know I found a true friend in her. If I just could, I wish I could give her what she wanted, but all I can give are the simplest things that I can do. My prayer for her is that she would find the true path of peace and happines. And so I say to Yoh: <em>"Arigato gozaimasu, ichiban nakano ii tomodachi. Watashi wa anata ga suki desu! Sayonara wa iwanai!!!"</em><br /><br /><em><strong>"The greatest happiness is seeing the one you love stay happy." -- Tomoyo Daidouji, CardCaptor Sakura<br /><br />" It would be wonderful if they loved me back, but it is not necessary. As long as they are happy then I am too." --Tomoyo Daidouji, CardCaptor Sakura<br /><br />"If you love someone, you love them even if you can't see each other very often" --Rika, CardCaptor Sakura</strong></em><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/SRbtrVM0i6I/AAAAAAAAATw/_ZCtmU8ln6s/s1600-h/darklight.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 310px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/SRbtrVM0i6I/AAAAAAAAATw/_ZCtmU8ln6s/s320/darklight.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5266658142937451426" /></a>Tippiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09336845717580683789noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14294848.post-66627835822471338192008-11-01T23:08:00.004+08:002008-11-02T11:55:19.279+08:00Wrong AssumptionsWe've decided to be friends forever and never more than that. I think its even better this way. No more hurts, no more tears, no more fears, no more expectations, no more misunderstandings, no more suppressed thoughts and feelings. I tried my best to love him but I guess I failed. It's not really what I'm meant to be for. I'm just good as a friend. I'm not ready to commit and compromise, for it's my difference that makes me whole. My heart, my mind and my eyes are set on my dreams. Call me selfish, but I'd rather call myself ambitious. Knowing I commit myself to God is enough for me. And for my friends, they will always have a special place in my heart. At least I gave him a chance, I tried giving him a space in me, but somehow its too much for me to carry. <br /><br />He told me he was confused with our relationship. Actually I was too. I remember telling him a lot of times, we'd just first be friends and no mentioning about any relationship. All I wanted is for us to be close friends first so that I can get to know him more and I can decide if we can be more than that. I just hate the term gf/bf because it feels like a short-term romantic relationship. I want to be called either just his friend or his fiance. We went through the-getting-to-know stage, where we dated. But we really both have different feelings and things in mind. I really want to act, laugh and talk naturally about casual things like we're good friends while I guess all he wanted more was love, love and love. @_@<br /><br />I admit I almost start to have feelings for him while we we're just beginning a friendship (that was a year ago), but some thing arose between us like a slap on my face giving me reasons to stop. Why? Even when we're still new friends, we've already been through a lot of arguments. I never experienced this much trouble with my other friends before, that's why I was a bit traumatized with being too close with him. A year passed, things seemed fine and still I believed people can change and they can prove to me that my doubts about them are wrong. So I hoped and waited... but I always end up disappointed. I'm not the right person for him and neither is he for me. We'll just end up hurting each other more. We shouldn't risk that happening. I thought if both parties have the same love for God it would suffice. But we're different, having dreams, priorities, perceptions, beliefs and ways that could not seem to meet. Our personalities don't complement nor balance each other but rather together with our imperfections and differences they clash at one another. That's it, we're not compatible, simply never meant to be a couple. <br /><br />He needed someone who would instantly fall for him in a very short time. Someone whose dream is to meet her true love and someday have a family of her own. A girl who is very hoplessly romantic, sweet and mushy so that she'll be able to respond well to his sweet musings. One whose heart would only beat for him alone.'Coz I'm just simply not that type. <br /><br />I noticed that even if you try too hard to avoid hurting others, it always end up that way, even for the reason that you want to set things right. It's one of the greatest paradox of life. I guess this happens because we have to be shaken before we awaken. If anything goes wrong, I believe God will definitely help us set things right but before He does we should be able to figure out what's wrong with us and try to help ourselves as much as we could.<br /><br />I realized that you can never guarantee you will fall in love with your ideal guy/girl, neither can you guarantee he or she will fall for you. I believe that God will let me fall for the right person at the right moment. True love can wait, and it will come out naturally without being forced. <br /><br />I guess this will be the last time I'm going to talk about this issue. I want to rest and get rid of all the insecurities and pains that been crawling over my mind in the past few weeks. Allow me heal myself and return to where I once stood up for.<br /><br /><em>My mama said <br />You can't hurry love <br />No, you'll just have to wait <br />She said love don't come easy <br />But it's a game of give and take <br />You can't hurry love <br />No, you'll just have to wait <br />Just trust in a good time <br />No matter how long it takes <br />- You Can't Hurry Love, Toni Gonzaga</em>Tippiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09336845717580683789noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14294848.post-25736250889602569312008-10-26T00:34:00.001+08:002008-10-26T00:38:04.066+08:00Starting Over AgainI have lost focus. I feel like I haven't given 100% of my heart in everything I have promised to fulfill. I guess I have to start all over and build myself again. To pick up the pieces I once set aside. Days have passed, new things have arisen, I have modified myself to adapt to new situations, a piece of my character has sank into the darkness. But I will rise back from the ashes and live up again to the fullest. I will once set foot on the path I have left and follow the destiny I have dreamed of. To be myself, to be what I am destined to be, to be the person I have the heart and capacity to be. My heart, my soul and mind will once beat as one, harmoniously complementing and balancing each other. I can finally be at peace with myself again.<br /><br /><i>This is real, this is me<br />I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now<br />Gonna let the light, shine on me<br />Now I've found, who I am<br />There's no way to hold it in<br />No more hiding who I want to be<br />This is me<br /><b>-This is Me, Camp Rock OST</b></i>Tippiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09336845717580683789noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14294848.post-59322212160460313902008-10-10T23:02:00.005+08:002008-10-11T19:22:08.804+08:00Omaigash! (Edited version)I have onced asked myself, am I lesbian? I actually don't bother myself with that kind of issue of personality check but I admit I find myself somewhat different. I have a lot of girl crushes and rarely guys. I find women more interesting and am more inclined, more patient, and more kind, more comfortable, more affectionate towards them. I think it may be because I wanted an older sister or a twin sister, someone I can call "Nee-chan". Someone who can be older or in the same age as mine, but I can treat as someone equal. Someone "na kayang makipagsabayan sa akin and kaya kong makipagsabayan sa kanya." But even though I admire or love these girl friends of mine, never did I wish any more of a relationship beyond being friends. Just having forming a bond of friendship with them is enough for me. Yeah I love them as a friend or like a sister, but this is always the greatest love I can give to a person. But I think its fun too to have someone to be my "kuya" or "onii-chan". Someone who would protect me if I am bullied. Someone who would treat and love me as his baby sister, play and laugh with me, share my passions, patiently teach me things I want to know, share everything with me, treat me with my favorite food, surprise me with little gifts and gives me pasalubong. Yeah, one who sort of spoils me but someone I could look up to and be my role model. Someone who could tame me and knows how to handle me. Someone who could make me listen if I don't want to hear anymore. Someone who could make me laugh when I start to cry. Someone who can calm me if I start to get mad. Someone who makes me feel I'm the best when I feel such a loser. Someone who can make me comfortable whenever I feel sick. Someone who could turn me into a good girl when I become stubborn. As the quote goes, "I CAN ALWAYS TAKE CARE OF MYSELF, BUT STILL, I WANT TO MEET THE PERSON WHO CAN PROVE TO ME THAT I CAN'T..." haha! Ayus yun ah! But what if my Onii-chan falls in love and marries someone? Omaygali! Noooo... waah! Nobody will want my Onii-chan, nooo! It will be hard to give away my onii-chan.... huhuhu! Kuya, wag po, wag po! Wag niyo ko iwan! WaaaaH!<br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/SPAyMy1l3LI/AAAAAAAAAS0/Vkbs-EfA-s8/s1600-h/cry.gif"><img style="float:none; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/SPAyMy1l3LI/AAAAAAAAAS0/Vkbs-EfA-s8/s200/cry.gif" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5255755960527740082" /></a><br />Before I used to have boy playmates but since they play too rough or their language is a bit rough, I have to back away. I do have some guy friends in elementary but I guess our friendship's just nothing, I think they won't remember it anyway.I also don't want to get involved or teased with another boy in class so I just keep distance. I start to be a little annoyed with them because they give me headaches. They're one of the reasons I don't want to be elected a class officer because you just waste your time scolding and screaming at them because they won't fall in line. It makes me hate to be a leader when you have them as your groupmates coz they will just play around and not cooperate. I can just count my guy friends with the fingers of my hand, and I just hadn't been close with anyone of them. Some I liked a bit because they're funny, kind or smart, but these feelings are not admiration nor crushes. Yeah, ever since elementary I've never been interested in guys except for some boybands and then after some time resorted to anime bishonen. I don't look one in the eye and neither do I stop to take a long look at them. I'm more interested in myself and my surroundings. <br /><br />I guess another thing that made me a bit uneasy with guys is being too conservative. I used to be in an all-girl school and never met any guys much during my home schooling. I never experienced prom. I also hate flirts or people we call "malandi" even I was still a child. Agh, I don't even know how to flirt. I remember even hating to wear fitting jeans, bathing suit, P.E. shorts and skirts not exceeding knee level whenever I go outside the house. There's nothing I can do coz I'm still a kid and they'll just say, "Sus, wala namang makikita sa iyo, ambata-bata mo pa." I had also been wearing a bra and a sando at the same time, and shorts inside my pants for so long, but now not anymore coz it's too hot and uncomfy. I have rooted on the principle that sex is not important in a relationship (except if you wanted to have children of your own blood) and it's possible for me to live and die a virgin even if I marry. I actually became a bit proud of myself being "hard to get", because it made me realize I'm not like what you call "kalapating mababa ang lipad." Sa sobrang taas na nga ng lipad ko, nahihirapan na nga akong bumaba. NgyaHk! I grew up in a conservative environment and family that avoids talking about sex. I've seen some porn before (of course, secretly) but I now just feel bored and sleepy with those sort of stuff. I'd rather fill my room with horror and violent movies (dont worry I'm not a scary and violent person), anime series, fiction books, mp3s and stuffed toys or collection of keychains, coz they do make me feel better. I guess I always want to retain an innocent-likechildhood part in me coz I felt safe being this way. The reason why I watch horror and gory stuff is some sort of psychological. I watch because it's my mind's way of fighting my fears, fear of blood and fear of ghosts. Now I don't wince when I see blood and I'm not scared being in the dark anymore. That is my way of facing my own fears. Weird but effective, ne? Oh well I admit I still have that green-minded attitude in me, but not as worse as in my elementary days. It's actually just an external influence I still can't get rid of and still find useful when figuring out double meanings spoken or sung by someone. I may act indifferent but not ignorant of what others are talking about and when they decide to use it against me, I won't be dumb and stupid. I remember the joke "Jack, tawagin mo ako", and my classmates told me to translate it into English. Che! Kala nila maiisahan nila me. Di nga ako nagsalita. KJ haha! But I think green jokes are not funny anyway, I don't even know what the heck is funny with it. <br /><br />Oh well, I guess my being a bit boyish are genes that may have come from my two titas who were tomboys. *lolz* Before I thought they were really men, but my mom told me they were real women. Haha! But I admit I like being a bit boyish sometimes coz I do feel comfortable with it. I'm tired of being "too mahinhin" coz my body feels stiff and numb if I don't move much. I don't want to be too much kikay coz I don't think being girlish fits me. Parang "Yuck as if, feeling ko madidiscover ako kung magpapa-gurl ako?!" But still I can never change the fact that I have a heart and mind of a lady. And I will still love the fact that I am a girl who's half a man. Haha! Gabriela Silang ba ito o Joan of Arc? Hehe!Tippiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09336845717580683789noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14294848.post-26427101721358637582008-10-10T13:08:00.006+08:002008-10-10T13:12:35.815+08:00What really is Love?I always had questions in mind about love. I already know that love is about caring and protecting the person very important to you. But is that enough? How can you make a person really feel it? Are saying the words enough? It's like there's something missing, something I really want to know about it but can't explain. What does it really mean to love? I'm so happy that just when my heart is looking for the answers, I came across Ate Ivy's blog and found what I really need to know. I will quote some of my favorite parts. You can see the whole post <a href="http://iveeivy.multiply.com/journal/item/68" target="_blank">here</a>. <br /><br /><i><b>If you love someone, ask them for nothing. Don't hold them back from their destiny. Don't keep them from going off in search of their own answers. Don't ask them for commitment. You will know commitment is real when it is something given willingly, and not as something obligatory. Don't ask them for promises. If you are patient, if you have faith, you will know in your heart when the right time for promises has come.<br /><br />By setting a person free, you run a risk of them not returning. But always remember that you found them beautiful precisely because they were free. People are like sunlight. You can feel their warmth, and their glow, but you can't hold them in your hand and keep them with you forever. People CHOOSE to stay. But a choice is made more meaningful when it is made despite so many other options. Love has no restrictions and it is through mistakes that sometimes we see the right answer. Because if you love someone, you ask them for nothing and they will come back to you.<br /></i></b><br /><br />Thanks, ate Ivy for sharing it with us. ^___^ Now I understand love better.Tippiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09336845717580683789noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14294848.post-55829554855408694422008-10-05T21:56:00.002+08:002008-10-05T22:09:09.204+08:00Break AwayI realized that in my whole life most of my dreams revolved around freedom knowingly or unknowingly. Freedom to do what I want to do, freedom to say what I want to say, freedom to be what I want to be. I guess this is because ever since I was a kid I was overprotected. My best friend was the first one to make me realize and opened me up to what I wanted most in life... freedom. I may not be free physically to do what I want to do, but I have been given the gift of imagination to think beyond what is real and usual. My body can't be free but my mind is free, and I won't let anyone hinder my thoughts because in the deepest recesses of my mind I feel my freedom, freedom to be who I wish I could be. I feel freedom in the simplest things that make me happy. I feel freedom with my friends, freedom in hearing my favorite music, in communicating with my Creator and in reminiscence, in a story that touches my heart, freedom in the rush of the cold breeze, in the blueness of the heavens, in the greeness of the fields, in seeing the mountains from afar, in staring at the night sky, in wandering on a lonely street, in the rustling of tree leaves, in the humming of the birds, in the sound of the waves of the sea, in the gentlest sunshine seeping through the window, in the flying flock of geese, in the dashing of a creature in the wild, and freedom in the feeling of being alone but not really being alone. This is one of the reasons why I want to be a writer, for if I learn how to express these thoughts of mine and turn it into something tangible, a form that can be understood by many, then I can impart my message to other people who are willing to listen. They say a picture paints a thousand words. So I wished to be an artist too, but sadly I don't have the talent to draw accurately in a short period of time. But somehow I wish, I wish to create graphical images that can represent my inner self, emotions and desires, a personal work of art that I can be proud of. It's been long since I first heard this song, but it is just recently that I figured out that it is MY SONG:<br /><br /><i>"I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly<br />I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky<br />And I'll make a wish<br />Take a chance<br />Make a change<br />And breakaway<br />Out of the darkness and into the sun<br />But I won't forget all the ones that I love<br />I'll take a risk<br />Take a chance<br />Make a change"<br />- Break Away, Kelly Clarkson</i><br /><br />.........................................................................................<br /><br /><b>Oct 4, 2008</b><br />Umattend kami ng lupus meeting after my general check up. The theme was sex and hormones in lupus, something like that. Like I want to confirm and heard over and over again, risky nga raw talaga magbuntis ang mga patients coz it can activate flares. Funny, that I am happy to hear that, why? Ayoko talaga mabuntis from the very start. Marinig ko lang kung paano manganganak at mga ginagawang procedure, para na akong hihimatayin at di ko na ma-take. Akala ko nga dati totally bigay lang ni Lord ang baby. Mag-asawa ka lang tapos bahala na si Lord bumuo ng baby sa tiyan mo whether you like it or not. Check mo nalang kung talagang pregnant ka na. Actually I like that idea, pero di pala ganun, hehe. Kung si Lord lang pala sana bahala sa pagbubuntis mo payag ako, pero dahil sa inyo pala nakasalalay kung gagawa kayo baby o hinde, eh in my opinion, mag-adopt nalang. Hehe... ^^" Praning, praning, praning... hahaha! Eh baket, kapag nadedski ako, wala na ring silbi kung di ko maalagaan yung baby ko noh! Ayan na naman ako sa pag-iisip na mag-alaga nalang ng aso, ano ba yan! Hehe, siguro sa past life ko aso ako? Posible, harharhar!<br /><br />Ang saya nga kasi nakatanggap ako ng lupus diary na 800+ ang presyo. Buti nalang nagregister si mama kaya napasali name ko sa raffle. Nagkita kami uli ni Ate Daryl, nakabalik na siya mula sa Bahrain. Nainggit nga ako kasi kasama niya bestfriend niya. Ako nga walang kaibigang naisasama sa mga personal events ng buhay ko. Ganun talaga, dahil meron din silang sariling buhay, at nahihiya ako magyaya at nahihiya din ako sa family ko. I just yearn to have a friend that I can treat like a part of my family. Di na kami pumunta sa bday party ni Dra. Navarra sa 7th floor. <br /><br />Nakakahiya aminin pero medyo takot ako sa mga senior colleagues ko sa organization. Hehe... Nakakatakot kasi sila pag magalit. Oh well, I know its part of the psychology of being a patient. Madali kang mapagod, madali ka mastress so you want everyone to cooperate, kaya nagiging mainit ang ulo mo sa mga pasaway. Kung sa bagay, nakakapagod nga naman maging leader. Natamaan nga ako nung nagsermon si Ate Marilyn. Hehe! 5 Minutes lang daw na may sasabihin papagalitan pala kami lahat sa kwarto. Biruin mo ang dami na matatanda sa kwarto pero pinagsasabihan pa din. Hehe. Dapat daw makipagkaibigan ang mga old patients sa new patients para di raw ma-OP yung mga baguhan. May point nga si ate duon. She said exactly what has to be said. Of course, we must make everyone feel at home. Pero ako kasi nanduon nananahimik, tawa ng tawa sa sarili kasi duon sa topic ng marriage may picture ni Usagi at Mamuro ng Sailormoon kaya naalala ko si Tonielie, hehe, di ko tuloy nakausap yung mag-ama sa tabi ko. Nahihiya kasi ako, tapos parang mejo sup pa naman yung girl, pero siguro ganun lang first impression ko sa kanya, haha. Tangs kasi me, hmph! Kulang pa ako sa lakas ng loob. Sayang talaga! Pagod na talaga ako magsabi ng "sayang" sa sarili ko. Nakakadismaya talaga ako. GRmph! <br /><br /><b>Oct 5, 2008</b><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/SOjIWc47DaI/AAAAAAAAASs/F7aBpcbpjIY/s1600-h/philip.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_z1WAkvC53rg/SOjIWc47DaI/AAAAAAAAASs/F7aBpcbpjIY/s200/philip.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5253669253365304738" /></a> Uhm btw, to talk about PDA Little Dreamers, I really love that kid Philip. Tuwang-tuwa ako tuwing nakikita ko at naririnig kumanta. He really got a very beautiful singing voice. So cute, (nice cool long hair kiddo!) and natural star performer talaga. Congratulations, Atta boy! Actually when I first saw him I thought he was a girl. He really deserves to be the Grand Star Little Dreamer. I'm so happy kasi he's really the one I want to win. Kawaii ne! Suki desu! ^_____^Tippiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09336845717580683789noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14294848.post-26217876947559244012008-09-25T20:48:00.003+08:002008-09-26T21:07:15.835+08:00Tortured SoulEverything becomes blurry. My vision of the future is unclear. I merely become a creature drifting in the open sea, only taking anything that comes into me. I still have dreams, dreams that will stay as dreams. Dreams that will only serve as inspiration for me to live but not to reach. <br /><br /><i><br />I've become so numb I can't feel you there<br />Become so tired so much more aware,<br />I'm becoming this all I want to do<br />Is be more like me and be less like you...<br />- Numb, Linkin Park<br /></i><br /><br />I'm really feeling so sick and tired of handling the same problems all over and over again. Nothing changes. It just keeps on coming and coming back all over again. I don't even know if this situation can get any better. I don't even know if this can lead to anything good. I'm really really am tired, just please give me a rest.<br /><br /><i>Quote of the day: Mind over heart.</i>Tippiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09336845717580683789noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14294848.post-82241569131452144632008-09-23T20:36:00.002+08:002008-09-23T20:53:46.332+08:00The Biggest Joke of My LifeBakit nga ba ganuon? Everytime I expect something or get excited about something I always get disappointed. Is this a prank played on me by life? Is this bad luck a part of me? Is this a reverse psychology that I have to learn how to handle? This is actually the reason why I couldn't teach others to "think positive." Because according to my experience it really doesn't work at all. Whenever I feel so confident about a coming situation, it turns out to be a complete dismay. Whenever I feel doubtful, it is when everything turns out right. This is the exact reason why I can't get rid of my pessimism. This is not a joke or a self-pity thing, and moreover this is not an emotional drama effect I invented, this is MY TRUTH! All my efforts for the preparations and plans are all in vain. But this won't stop me from dreaming, but I will only plan the backbone of it all, and never will I pay attention to its details. I don't wanna tire myself with things that I'm not even sure will ever happen and moreover I don't wanna get hurt again. Why worry? Nobody else takes life seriously, we don't even take each other seriously. I guess I just have to be a bit indifferent to deal with such situations. Yeah for so long, one of my philosophy is to expect the unexpected, to be always prepared to face even the negative situation for it will be much easier for you to accept whatever the outcome is and the less it's gonna hurt when everything fails. This is really annoying for me, but I guess I just have to adapt and accept my reality. There's no choice, I have to survive. <br /><br />Song for today: <b>Akala by Parokya ni Edgar</b><br /><br />Anonymous prayer:<br /><em>God, if I can't have what I want, let me want what I have.</em>Tippiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09336845717580683789noreply@blogger.com0