LDS testimony

In the past month, I struggled as I underwent withdrawal symptoms after being advised by the doctor to stop some medications. I learned a lot as I pondered and stayed less frequently in social media. I realized I have to let go of things, habits and even friendships that are becoming unhealthy for me. Unfortunately after a month I have to return my medications because of a relapse. But during those times, I was able to reconnect to Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ and I felt a strong sense of peace and happiness. The Spirit of the Holy Ghost is so strong that I began to gain deeper understanding of the scriptures and strongly relate to them. I also received answers to spiritual questions that long bothered me. I felt God's love envelope me and was reminded of His divine promises, and His reassurance that I will be okay and that He will never abandon me. It was the long awaited testimony I was looking for.

When i first joined the church, i am struggling with very active anxiety and depression and all i wanted was healing. It hindered my ability to fully understand and grasp the truth of the teachings. I felt disconnected from God and His spirit. But I was very happy that I did hold onto the iron rod despite of all my doubts. I am thankful for my fellow brothers and sisters in Christ for sharing their testimonies and spiritual insights which further increased my faith. 

I know that Heavenly Father lives and loves each of us deeply.

I know that Jesus Christ is our Savior and Redeemer — He knows our struggles, and He understands the true intentions of our hearts.

I know The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints and the teachings of the prophets are true.

I know Prophet Joseph Smith is called of God.

I know the Book of Mormon and its lessons are true.

And I leave these things with you in the sacred name of Jesus Christ, amen.