Heaven is on Earth

Nanood ako ng 700 Club Asia nung hapon sa Zoe 11. Naiyak talaga ako, halos bumuhos luha ko. //T_T\\ (buti walang nakakita). May kwento kasi dun tungkol sa isang kriminal na grabe talaga ang mga ginawa, daming pinatay at sinaktan pero himala ang laki ng pagbabago sa buhay simula ng tinanggap na niya ang Diyos sa buhay niya. Maayos na buhay niya at nagtuturo na rin siya ng bible sa iba at may pamilya na siya at hindi na tulad ng dati na laging tumatakas at nabibilanggo. Lagi kasi siyang napapahamak, lagi siyang tinortorture, namatay ang tatay, etc… Minsan may sumaksak sa kanya at muntik na siya mamatay, himala ngang nabuhay siya at biruin mo Biyernes santo yun. Dami na ngang nawalang dugo sa kanya parang ilang planggana. Naalala niya yung sinabi dati ng pastor na “Lumapit ka lang sa Panginoon at bibigyan ka niya ng kapahingahaan" (Come to Me and I will give you rest), at simula nun pinangako na niyang magbabago na siya. Kung mapapanood niyo yun maiiyak din kayo. Mabuti talaga ang Diyos. //;_;\\ Kaya niyang patawarin at pabalikin kahit ang pinakamasamang tao sa buong mundo.

Ganun pala, kapag nabuhay ka nang walang Diyos, para kang nasa impyerno na rin. I guess hell and heaven are both on earth. Hell is when you lost your way and live without God and heaven is only when you find light and peace in God. Bakit hindi maisip ng tao yun? I think you don’t need to die to see heaven. You only need to live with God in every single day of your life. You don’t need to be perfect, just strive to be good and never forget to acknowledge God for your blessings and always keep in touch with Him just like an ordinary friend and approach Him like He is your father. I believe that God is the only one who understands your feelings and what you’re going through in life. You only need to accept Him in your heart and if you ever feel hopeless and helpless you just ask help and he will never let you down. Sabi nga nila even your closest friends can fail you, even your mom and dad.

I am so happy that He’s been with me through all these years. And Im so glad that He still loves me kahit na feeling ko malaki pa rin ang pagkukulang ko. Maraming pagkakataon na nararamdaman kong pinapasaya niya ako kahit nag-iisa lang ako. (Kaya siguro iisipin ng iba nababaliw na ko :P) I owe everything to the Lord and im very happy to receive a lot of blessings from Him, even blessings in disguise and simple circumstances and coincidences. :) Maybe this is the reason why Im still going strong inspite of the challenges I face. I believe that one day I can conquer all of them with God’s help.